I'm going to go ahead and close my eyes
I've seen enough for one lifetime
And believe you me from what I've seen
I think that it's a crime

And while I'm here I'll also close my ears
With so much said, I don't want to hear
Cause all the sounds seem to do
Is to raise my fears

Like I've said, ain't no secret kept
That this world we're in is one big mess
With a break in the bend, it's bound to end
But when is as good as anybody's guess

Caught up in song barely holding on
Bidding our time on the inevitable
While in the meantime to the signs that are buying
We keep selling our souls

For that simple slice of paradise
All alone in a home up on the hillside
Raining the flood of unstoppable tears
Amidst the mudslide of lies

Like hungry fish, they keep reeling us in
Hook, line, and sinker again and again
No need to heed the warning's too deep
And we're not even listening

Like I've said, ain't no secret kept
That this world we're in is one big mess
With a break in the bend, it's bound to end
But when is as good as anybody's guess

When you need Help and afraid of looking weak here.
When you ***** up and make an mistake because of pride.
When you mistrust someone, because you have trust issues.
Or you mistrust , because You don't trust or like that person.
Because their values are different than your values here are.
Accept that you are a human being whom shall fail  on earth.
Know that God shall not always give you the right answer.
Because We all live in a fallen world, here on the earth .
We every now and then shall take focus off of our Savior.
So when you make an mistake here like I have at times.
Accept that you are not Perfect and accept that We do Fail.
For until Christ transform Me, I shall admit that I am not Perfect.

Your mother may be gone
But, you can still hear her voice
She always guided and protected you
She encouraged you to make the right choice
Just always remember
That she wanted what was best for you
Think of all the lessons that were taught
Let those pleasant memories guide you through

I ain't afraid no more
of the darkness
and the sadness
the 4AM thoughts
I got used to loving deep
with receiving nothing in return
I accept the rain
the sunless days
It isn't going well
but I ain't afraid no more
of the monsters in my head.