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As I
See
The dandelion at seed
I am
Seeing doubles
In two different colours
What
Did my quack
Give
Me
To
Take.

I was a toddler
There was an over night
Family BBQ
A big party
And I saw the stars
And the Big Dipper
And imagined
Star trek
What
Would
It
Be like
On the
star ship enterprise.

When I was ****** at 13-14
Years of age I would
Talk my bike out at
Sun down
Dusk
And go up the edge
Of quaint
Town and see the lights
Of the next town over
Then the zen kicked in.

I died from having a scuffle with my mom.
The stress got to my heat
And killed it
Soon I am rushed to the morgue
For an emergency autopsy
I tell the ME
That it was the bullsh*t
That caused my death
Not the scuffle
The conversation continues
Until she is satisfied

N
U
M
B
N
E
S
S
Is all that I can feel
Today
I have shut down all
Emotion
Because the b.s.
Continues
Why
Can't p e o P l e
Leave me alone

The wave
Keep on comming
During the spring tide
In the tropics
As i
Walk along the beach
Alone
Enjoying the sight of the set set.

I have to go
To my quavk
And
This is how unstable
My moodyness and
Brain is right now
For I hate her.

As it rains
the ghosts of the
Traffic light
Spill out
To haunt the intersection
On this Halloween
Night
Happy sahoween

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This is what my
Mental health worker said
You can only help your self
You're
Going to
Have to save yourself