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l m Jun 2014
You can not tell me I shouldn't feel alone in a world with so much pain as if I don't think about sonder as I walk through the halls of hell with people whom call me their friend say I love you over and over when they don't actually know me nor mean it.Because the truth is all they know is my fake happy attitude when really the ocean is over flowing in my heart and waves crash down bringing debris into the once beautiful shore. They know nothing about the 3 am cries and 4 pm naps to think the world away. So, please save your words and phrases for someone who does not quite know of reality yet
Forgotten Dreams Jun 2014
People ask me why I do not believe in God, so this isn't a poem just an explanation for my borderline-blasphemous atheist views. All over the world people suffer: children are abused, women *****, men tortured. Yet people still trust a happy grandfather up in the skies to make their lives perfect. Yeah, people say that heaven is this great place but why do people on earth have to suffer to get there? Okay, some religions believe in sinning, but isn't it a sin to watch as 4,000 children die every single day just because they don't have enough water?  If there actually turns out to be a God, I would honestly rather rot in hell for eternity than sit up there being happy whilst people down here suffer...

So yes, I do not believe in an omnibenevolent God that sits in the skies, because if he loved everyone then why let his "children" suffer?
omnibenevolent definition: all loving
Austine May 2014
i made you up but
there is no you
i thought i had you but
honey, there is no you

there
is
no
you
fadingstar May 2014
on holidays is when everyone pretends to be happy. not me.

New Years I would sneak my way out of people screaming "happy new year" and "I love you's" and kissing and drinking champagne, just to keep myself from having a panic attack. because you weren't there to start a new year with me.

halloween, I guess was my favorite. I would always get to be someone who wasn't me for a night, and I would hope that you would be behind one of those masks. I suppose that's not a good thing. I haven't grown out of it.

thanksgiving I would hide in the bathroom and hope everyone would forget about me until they were done saying what they were thankful for. because I was still thankful for you.

Christmas, where we would all be selfish ******* and open gifts that we didn't even need. and go to church and act like a family. when all I wanted was you. and your still not here.

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