"aw,
why don't you
smile!"
the man says,
looking at me.
"c'mon,
you old thing,
fly!"
the child says,
kicking the dead bird.
I'm not going to smile
to look pretty for you
a sight to see
a sight for sore eyes
I am not
a dog.
in my
abusive
relationship
my ex would tell me
every day
to clean his room
clean the basement
do the laundry
if i didn't
I was treated
like a bad
dog.
made to look at the mess
but
it was not mine.
many times,
when I did
my
job
it wasn't sufficient
"I *******
HATE
CLUTTER"
clean it yourself,
then.
but no,
I did.
even when
I didn't like you.
even when
I hated you.
when I was 19
at the bookstore
a man
told me to get him
a card,
could have reached it
himself
could have done it
himself
guess I misheard him
and got him the wrong one
"are you stupid?!"
in his thick
accent
"stupid girl
get me
a napkin.
throw it out
here,
throw it out
I said"
you can't be any
good at video games,
you're a girl.
you can't be
bisexual
you're just doing it
for attention.
you can't
wear that
and expect people to respect you
expect people
not to harass you
expect people
to think you're smart
expect people
to not think you're a
****.
IF
I am a ****
for being confident with my body
for being comfortable
with
my sexuality
for being open
about
my orientation
for enjoying
***
then yeah, I am
I am not ashamed
of any of those things
and they do not make me
less of a
human.
don't
tell me
to smile.
don't
tell me
what to do
or
when to do it
I will do
what I want
whenever the ****
I want
I won't
smile.
I will wear
tank tops
and makeup
and beat your ***
in every video game
make you feel
worthless
I will
speak my mind
have opinions
morals
I will
read literature
learn
educate myself
educate others
I will
have ***
with whomever I want
safely, but
without any shame
I will
be
human
im trying to write a poem every day and oops its 12am and i didn't write one oops oops oops (this counts)
