Did I fail the life I was meant to live? In my mind I failed those who loved me. All I’ve ever known is this darkness that surrounds my every thought. Pushes me into the abyss and keeps pulling me in deeper and deeper. Where am I? As I fall deeper I hear a sound, over and over again. The only voice beside my own speaks of nothing but broken, Is that me?
Broken is what I’m known by, And I cannot seem to wake myself. I seem not tired or awake. Where will I end up? I feel no pain and sense no feelings. Perhaps I am becoming nothing but the abyss. Am I fading, or I am falling? I feel wind across my icy cold cheek, And as it caresses my cheek, only one thought pops into my mind. Who was “Broken?”
As I landed on my face, I felt pain for the very first time. Although i could not see my surroundings I could sense all the faces on my lifeless body. I start to panic as i cannot move my limbs or open my eyelids. I am trapped in myself. I am “Broken” and i cannot fix myself.