The dreams I have tonight are going to haunt me for the rest of my life
Staying awake is only postponing the inevitable
I quest for heaven if only for the piece of mind
But it's much too hard to find
And praying is eating up my pride
Living, eating up my time
Dying isn't what I got in mind
But the night draws ever closer
As I'm drawing darkness in my mind
Imaging the pain is far worse or so they say
Living either way is having it no other way
Before the daylight breaks
I'll be a different thing
Self made imagery complicates things
But stains brought on by fear
Morality and what it brings
Resignation known as giving up
But you don't see the end
Trading in the destination
For a life that's on the mend
As you rend your resignation
And resign to a fate
Behold your ******* nightmares come
Trying to stay awake, trying to stay ignorant.
