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Nikki Oct 2021
As I am lying here awake again
Torn between self-hatred and existential conundrums
I again find myself wondering
What the point of it all is
Why I have to suffer
Day in
Day out

What could be worth
All this agony
And I know what is
But I also know
That it will never happen
I see nothing in my future
But a miserable blank space
Devoid of happiness
Drained of all colour
dailythoughts May 2020
I want to runaway
Escape your thoughts
Runaway to nowhere
To be nothing
& to just be
Every now and then
We feel the need to belong someplace
To belong to someone
But every once awhile
We just want to be
Unable to see people
Fully isolated from the possibilities to feel

In all honesty
It is so exhausting
To feel
Every
Emotion

... my dailythoughts
Lowkie May 2020
Lately I've been having some off days
Lately I've been feeling dazed
Physically I'm here
Mentally I'm in a different space
Walking around with a blank face
-
Socially awkward
I don't mix well in a crowded place
They ask me
"What's on your mind"
I tell them
"If I told you, you'd be left with a bitter taste"
Cause the truth is a hard pill to swallow
So, I keep it in a case, just in case
-
Leave me be
In my head space
It's my safe space
Although my depression and anxiety
Took up most of the space
I still think of you when I look at that blank space
-
Lowkie ®
Elle Dhani Apr 2019
I am the ice
on the breaker,

let me know what's right,
for I not to be left

I tried being shallow,
but I swallowed

**** the butterflies,
I'll name it white lies
dream Nov 2016
Just like a jigsaw puzzle,
the pieces of my heart will fill in your
blank space
As you put a smile on your face
Setting the pace of our heart's race

— The End —