This is turning into a nightmare
It was never like this before
I'm afraid that if I'm conscious too much
They'll come break down my door.
This is turning into a nightmare
It was always better than this
Borrowed, fake, sweet to the touch
Nothing is going as I wish.
This is turning into a nightmare
It was hardly better than now
Explain how I can find my love
Because it wasn't in lost and found.
This is turning into a nightmare
It can't be any better for you
Why do you care, they all just shove
And I end up falling through.
This is turning into a nightmare
It was worse yesterday, though
Maybe because I'm looking above
And I see a spark of Hope.
This was always a nightmare
But now it's turning to day
Perhaps I'm finding He is enough
And I've finally found my way.