Rumors flew but nobody knew how much she blamed herself. For years and years she tried to hide the whiskey on her breath. But never could get drunk enough to get him off her mind. Until the night, She put that bottle to her head and pulled the trigger.
Poisoning my undeveloped self at age fourteen with toxic fumes and deadly drinks that are meant for adults who want to have fun or detach for awhile. I didn't know rather it because I was trying to be happy or be someone else which basicly is the same thing. I longed to be someone else and achohol and cigarettes defined that someone. Drinking and smoking is for grown ups they say but I grew up fast.