You **** with the balance of chemicals in my brain

You control the pace of which my blood flows in my arteries

You possess my body without being physically present

Bleed my name
Every single blood cell should crave my loving
Need me
[I need you to need me ]

... and all I want is to come home.

you can't fill that emptiness inside you
you can only set it free

I have power in my mind,
Ideas that would blow the world away,
I have visions that would change the world,
I think for the thought of others,
I have power in my mind,
But to say what I think,
What visions that I see,
What ideas I have,
Is not possible because of fear of my stupidity.

.
mourning dove coos echo
across dawn’s dappled silence--

only these quiet pauses of breath
hush the dew droplets passive trickle

poignant traces of a solacing gravity
seep down through fogged portals,
cascading earthward from above

a symphony of pining pleas
from dew impearled wild feathers

a simple prayer of hope--

          to be held
in breathless warmth,

          in the amity                                                            ­                   .
of compassionate comfort,

       nestled intimately

beneath another’s assuaging wing


©  *wild is the wind

I lean in thinking you want the same
I throw myself into you as if I was being shoved aggressively
I just want your attention and nothing more
feeling your body up and down to the core
taking your clothes off and feeling your warmth
my cool tongue skimming your body giving you the chills
your body trembling as you grip the edges of my pillow
the screams you let out
is this what it is all about?
you yell scream push shove
can't you see the sparks from above
I just want you to want me

What would I do
if I was the invisible man?
What kind of scheme?
What kind of plan?

Hanging around your room
late at night
watch you undress
Wow, what a sight!

Or would it be
a bank that I'd rob?
Stealing the money
from some old rich slob?

Eavesdropping on
their conversation?
Having this power
is such a sensation

Not worried about looks
fashion or style
No use for expression
not even a smile

Time has passed
a year or two
Not feeling happy
I'm feeling blue

Being this way
isn't so great
It's hard to find love
or even a date

I hope someday
this curse will end
So I can find
my one special friend