Broken by black bottles of Addiction. I hold the OTHERS hand
and cry for Her.
She is a snow leopard amongst lesser pray.
Now hunted by the Unwilling
White rifle with cross hairs focused upon Heaven's growl
I stand in the open fields of Mercy
and Looking UP, say "Praise"!!

Praise,
Unique unto itself,
Good, and only Good
No Higher purpose, than to bless the Unhidden It is the Gift of the Collective
Choice of a venge filled Hate, does not a God create. Nor does it erase doings of things unnamed
Mercy is the anointer of Blessing the creator of God
only Miracle Mercy can Give Life It is the requirement of initiation
Soft hand on my left shoulder.. lady in a blue dress.
she stands with me
in understanding
"I never did anything Wrong"
they proudly chant ... and pay big money for it gift of Friendship... those Words were mine never stolen, they were a Gift of caring
Hand of the Eternal
you See the Heart of Goodness flaming High do not let the Life of NEW God be ended.. This name is Holy, This Name is JOY.
Peace in JOY.

I'm so self aware now.
No hiding anymore.
No more pretending to be someone I'm not.
I'm free.
Floating through racks of once forbidden clothes in every color of the rainbow.
Touching lace and chiffons with tears from years of it being taboo to even look.
I used to want to so bad.
Browsing women's shoes with sparkles in my eyes.
I know my size now.
Just knowing makes me giddy.
No more looking over my shoulder in case someone sees me.
Look at me now.
I'm completely self aware.
I'm free.
I'm me.
I'm who I'm supposed to be.

by Lj Mark 2015

If you love something,

let it go.


If you are hurt by something,

let is go as well.




Does this mean that everything I love is supposed to hurt me?

I dont remember how i got here.
Loosely plastered together like an
Irreversibly shattered glass vase.
Shards of myself i leave to the wind.
Take me far, far away.
Its better, this way.

If you see me drifting away
Back out into the world
Please remember one thing about why I came your way?

Draw me back to you
If you see me heading for a fall.
Draw me back to you.

Send someone to help me through.

To stop my descend
Even if it's a minister or a friend.

Cause I have came to far seeking to be save
And if I should lose my way, it be too big of a price to pay.

Just draw me back to you
Lord I came a mighty long way
So draw me back to you

You have many signs too
Yes, draw me back to you


Draw me
Draw me
Lord I came a mighty long way

You're the light
You're the way