yellow turned into black
your blue eyes turned to dark
colors turned into fog

innocence, joy, hope
of a little girl
lost in a white room
a heart that beats wildly
in my ears
the only sound remained

a lonely tear in my eyes
locked inside
I can't get rid it
I hold it tight
like I hold you close

you're gone
all words
have turned to ash with you

no reason
just lies
but
my heart is waiting for you
my eyes are looking for you
my dreams live you

Sometimes
I only need
Someone saying
I'm here for you
No questions
No judgment

Dark days, it’s never light
I have the lights on all day
Night is starting to close in at four pm
At least it’s a quiet time of year
Nothing is stirring
Typical November
No sun, no moon, no stars

I opened
a beautiful mysterious closed vase
A deep  punch
Crashed me into darkness