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 Sep 2015 Mikka Ann Cabangon
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I want to take her pain away,
First with my heart,
and then my hands,
lips,
and tongue
My life will end
as a blank canvas
on an empty wall
in an empty house
in a street that no one remembers
I will fade into the endless black
drowned amongst
the many nameless
forgotten by all
who once swore
to remember me
I will lie dying
in a potter's field
with a wilting flower
and a first name only
I will never publish my words
and I will never show my art
And I will forget to leave this town
fading like every other here
who had big, but fragile dreams
I will always exist
but forget to live.
You'll live your life from grief to grief:
   Rarely you'll be relieved.
But, fear not, your strife will be but brief
    Till you yourself are grieved.

O.O
Lets play pretend
for one more night.
Lets not say goodbye
till it gets light.
Lets repeat all
our past mistakes.
Lets wait for
our hearts to break.

I do not love you
but it doesn't really matter.
I do not care so
both our hearts could shatter.
You perform your role
living our disgrace.
You fulfil your part
in your empty embrace.

Lets play pretend
for one last time.
Without reason
our lies are sublime.
Lets stay together
till darkness will rise
Lets be murderers
and become what we despise.
Tama na dahil masakit na
Masakit na ang hawakan ka pa
Hawakan ang mga pangarap na minsan nating pinagsaluhan

Tama na dahil ako'y pagod na
Pagod na sa pag-alam ng iyong dahilan
Sa rason kung bakit nga ba ako'y nagawa **** iwan

Tama na dahil sapat na
Sapat na ang mga luhang pumatak at pinagdaanang sakit
Mula ng mawala ang iyong malasakit

Tama na dahil tapos na
Paulit-ulit na sinasabi sa sarili na tapos na ang 'tayo'
Ang minsang ako na ninais maging sayo

Tama na dahil ayoko na
Ayoko nang umasa sa mga pangakong napako
Mga pangakong naiwang hanggang salita na lamang

Tama na dahil ako'y bibitaw na
Tulad ng walang pakundangan **** pagbitaw
Sa tayo na naging ako at ikaw at naglaho noong naisipan **** umayaw.
Ilang beses ko na nga ba sinabing tama na?
You claim you're close
I say you're far away
You say you've always been with me
I say you never stay
You say you've always loved me
I say that's not true
You say you always care for me
I say that's not what you do
You say you'll never leave me
I say you'll be gone by tomorrow
You say you gave me happiness
I say you gave me nothing but sorrow
You say you're forever close by my side
I say you've always been too far away
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Such a dissapointment when you defend someone for so long thinking they are different and they turn out to be like what everyone said.
To that someone who doesn't appreciate the effort of other people.
You said that there's still a reason for me to live.
You said I meant something to you.
You said you understood.
You gave me your word that you will be there for me and fight for me no matter what happens.
But now. You left for a better life I guess.
Leaving me behind here alone.

All that's left is just a cutter.
And a sad soul.
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