My body is a house
holding dead things inside


My sanctuary desecrated.

I loved you
like crashing waves love the shoreline...

but then the ocean swallowed me up.

Life is like a math problem--

Some people are cancelled out
So that you can find the answer

Some people are like asymptotes
It seems like they should be there
But they're just a hole in your graph

Some people are like parallel lines
Always in sight
Never in reach

Life is like a math problem
And sometimes
*There's no solution

When a diet
Became a way to lose weight

When calories
Became a negative word

When 130 pounds
Became overweight

When skinny
Became positive

That was when
All the little girls started *dying

Watch carefully
Most can't even see
But look close

There's a little girl
Can you see her?

Her flame,
Once so bright
Is slowly
Very slowing
F a d i n g   a w a y

Soon she'll simply
D
    i
       s
          a
             p
                p
                    e
                       a
                           r

Just watch
For the little girl
Is going
Going
**Gone

My wrist aches to be carved and cut
But you tell me not to
And I'm trying so hard
But I'm weaker then before
You say I can be so much more
But you can't see
All I want to be
Is 6ft under
And maybe more

Turn the music up louder
Shut your eyes
And pretend the world doesn't exist