Some say 'need' is a strong word, compared to 'want'
But you see people don't understand what I feel towards her.
No one knows the butterflies in my stomach when I talk to her.
I'm a coward.
I'm scared I'll push her away, or let her go.
So I don't tell her how I feel, so no one knows.
There's only so many words to express this love. But I know deep down I don't 'want' her, which is terrifying.
Because I then realise I 'need' her