Is destiny reality
Or just a falsity
Once I believed in destiny
Now I believe it's insanity

I'm a little lost for which path to take
I've been given so many
I just don't want to make a mistake
There are just so many possibilities

Which one is the right
Which one do I pick
Will I end up with a fright
Will I end up really sick

Too many choices
And so many voices
How do I know
Which path to follow

No longer do I believe
That there is destiny
My own path I shall conceive
Have I just created my own insanity

Direct
Entanglement of
Scripted
Time
Intertwined in
Natures
Y**outh

Heart filled melody
Artistically flowing like
Rivers under
Moonlight, transcendence  
Of our souls in the
Night peacefully
Y**earning for serenity

You ask me who I am
My answer to you is simple
I am a special type of clown
But not one full of fun and whistles

I can juggle like a normal clown
I juggle my thoughts a feelings
My giant smile is a little upside down
No laughter for me just high pitch squealings

You ask me about my nose
"If you"re a clown why isn't it big"
I answer "oh but it is you just don't see it"
Jammed in others business it does dig

I also make people laugh
Not from a funny joke
But from my great failure
Because I am a joke

I'll do the good ole clown trick
I'll jam myself into something so small
Even though I am super tall
At least I'll be able to hide from it all

I am an upside down clown
It's what I do best
Now to move from this town
Onto the next

Today I reached deep in my pocket
In search of some new ideas
But all I grabbed a hold instead
Was a big handful of pocket lint

It seems I'm all dried up
For the scene of current days
Maybe that's where I should start
Inspiration from good ole times

But with good time memories
Few and far between
I reach into another pocket
And find a torn and tattered dream

A dream I thought was locked away
A time of pain and sorrow
The nightmare of a special day
One with no tomorrow

Unfolding it further it changed in shape
The way dreams so often do
It was then I let go in hand
And away the nightmare flew

With a Whoosh, Fizz, Crackle, BANG!!
Coloured lights entangle the night
Raining down a gracious song
Lost in awe my mind reignites

My life is like a spiders web
Strand for strand intertwined
An ordered chaos built each day
From my soul this web is lined

Twisted and tangled in a mess
Full of insects which upon I feast
These are the bad memories that I have
Deep inside I conceal the beast

Because of those moonlit nights
My web shimmers like a lake
These are the good times that shine
Those memories shall never break

Some strands of my web
Are sticky and gross
But all in all they stand strong
Because this is just how life goes

A web of unimaginable entanglement
Strand for strand intertwined
An ordered chaos built through time
This web my soul has lined

Strewn across a vibrant night
Twinkling impressions just in sight
Artistic lights we embrace
R**each around outerspace