When someone asks you "How are you doing" and you respond saying "good". What is good really? Good is a defintion that disguises hurt and pain, laughters and smiles all at the sametime.
I can tell just by the way she carries herself. She is "good". She is trying to takeover both sides of the scale, trying to be "just right" at the sametime trying to be sarcastic and attractive.
They're miles apart and she jumbles all her feelings into words but why do she bother when its just going to make her look desparate for love. She's passed hurt and confused. He treated her like an old dusty coin he just happend to find under his bed and living this fairy tale life. She feels as though something was missing like a variable from an equation when she has sacrificed her life for him and in return he has nothing. Instead of saying this was a bad beginning but rather say a lessoned learned ending when she asks him the question he says that he is "good"

By:D.E.T

Had a phone call
Yeah, it was him Paul
Tellin' me he dropped out
I was about
To shout
But he stopped me
When I heard him said I'm sorry

Got sad
Sametime mad
Cuz I was doing my best
To see him pass

Everyday I woke up to go to his house
Took short route's
To get there quickly
Although it made me get dizzy

There is a pause in phone
Don't know
What to say
All I can tell is that we are halfway
To the end

This is just all a mess
But that's the choice you pick
Don't you blame it on Nick
Cuz he's the one who put that idea in your head
Hope you don't regret
When you look at the sunset
And then get upset
Cuz don't forget


That I was the one helping you to get
Above
But you just happened to shove
That chance
Cuz I was the one who was helping rebuild your path

Now two years passed by
Again another phone call
Yeah, it was him Paul
Tellin' me that you regret
Make's  me feel upset

Cuz you got me here
Facing you with a tear
Telling me that you get low payments
And hate this
I look at your paycheck
I can see your sweat in it

Yeah, Paul
I told you so
You told me that you thought that life was a show
But now you know

Yeah, people drop out
Cuz that's what's about
Thinkin' that life is easy
But when you see how life keeps you dizzy
Now you realize that life is busy

So, don't drop out school
Cuz life ain't cool
When you just drop

"Tell you this I am a failure but I still remain faithful so, to those who give up just know this get up and try cuz you never know that at the same time you are failing but at the sametime your opportunity is right there hiding where the failing is landing."
                                                                     -D.E.T

I want to do this for people who feel or think they are fat
I sometimes feel like that
I start letting my brain run and i look in the mirror
And "Say no one will ever want me like that."

Im 5"1 and weigh 160 pounds
And honestly im proud and at the sametime not
I have started to do my exercise to loose this extra fat
But i still dont see anything wrong with my ***
But when someone tells me how much weigh i have gain
I response telling them "what can i say god made me like this"
And "please dont worry,"
"I will loose my weight whenever i think is the right time,"
And "in my own way,"
When i was told "No one is going to want you like this,"
I would say "i have a bf who is deeply in love,"
"We are about to go out do you wanna come long?"
"Oh wait i dont want you as a tricycle taggin along."
"But even if i werent to have a bf i know im good enough,"
"I could have anyone i want,"
"Is just that im not ready and it has to be whenever i want."
So please mind your own bussiness
And worry about your own life
Because i dont need your useless critizes killing my vibe.

What relates us ?
What constitutes family ?
Is it by blood ?
What are the pillars of family?
Or
Are there any pillars of family at all ?
What are the bounderies ?
Or
Is it unlimited ?
Is there any question of unconditional ?
What are the measures to measure functionality ?
Or
Disfunctionality thereof
Is there supposed to be perfect harmony ?
Or
Is it just an illusion in an attempt of order
All the sametime parallel to its true reality
Hence the saying we cannot choose family, we can choose friends

The sun rises, the sun sets
Inbetween its rays is distance measured by time
At times we experience life's seasons at the sametime
Sometimes we experience being the living dead
Alive outside , dead inside
Challenging the grim reaper to a battle of life with death being the prize
Hindsight buzzing with afterlife never seen
Whilst eyesight is blind to the beauty of life
All this global warming does not do me warmth inside still
The addrenelin of the moonlight send chills down my spine
Pees pease of the same pod in a poor ***
Wanting piece of the pie when i dont even understand the pie-chart
Pyramids, Pisces, pirates, pastors, paradox
From dawn to dusk to dawn
New age of the new era is an old saying,
Because there nothing new under the sun,
Even an eclypse
Days to weeks,  to months, to years, to decades, to centuries, to millennium
The sun sets, the sun rises