At the point of no return
at the place I need to be
don't you dare forgive me
I need all the dark honours I can get

Jumping through the gap
passing all the clocks
all the way
to my other lands

I close the doors after me
I must not be followed
I might not be coming back
so please just forget me

Soon I will hit the city
come crashing down on my capitol
if my entrance wakes the last
I mean to be swift and fast

War is just one sick game
and my flight is into Hell
battle harden machine of war am I
so think hard and just forget about me


By Christos Andreas Kourtis aka NeonSolaris

How can I say this?

I love you

And you said I was a melting floating piece of ice carrying your soul like a polar bear randomly effected by whim selfishness ego and the inability to connect with anything because I was too cold to give and too temporary to care

But it doesn't mean I don't love you

I can't get you out of my mind

And you said that is because I haven't gotten over the fact that someone wouldn't prefer to live their life as a stranded beautiful example of a dying world solely to be remembered as the one I dragged to their ultimate demise rather than to find someone who knew how to love someone for who they were

So I continue to live alone

Without the people I care about the most

And sometimes I can't contain myself
From fear of losing you

What have I done to keep you waiting?
What have I given to keep you loving?
What have I shown to keep you believing?

Who am I to keep you mine?

Aren't  these all  but dreams?
I have been dreaming of some dreams
How long should I wait more?
How long can I stand with this flicker of hope?

You have a promise
But a promise is often made to be broken
And that is my fear

I don't know my destiny
I don't know His will for me
All I know is He wants me to be happy
To move on from the heartache that I keep for years

Will you be here forever?

Perhaps I will  only smile when I see you next to me
Wiping my tears which had been my company for so long...

Everyone says I'm too pretty for him.
I don't care, since when have looks ever mattered to me? And he's not even ugly so take your opinion and shove it up your ***.
Thanks.

The moment you set your eyes on me,
I knew something is bound to start,
No matter how much we deny it,
We know we both captured our hearts.

By the gentle touch of our hands,
We can feel the surge of emotions,
Every word that comes out our mouths,
We felt a strong liaison.

What is it that we see on each other?
That we get smitten too soon,
We barely even know each other,
Yet it feels like we've known each other for too long.