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JES Nov 2014
One more cigarette
Make the pain go away
**** in nicotine
I will want it more

******* kisses with the smoke
Watch it go down in a flame
Disgusting habit made beautiful
So light it up again

You are my cigarette
You have me hooked with nicotine
I know you are slowly killing me
But I will ask for one more every day
What doesn't **** me isn't worth it anyway
JES Nov 2014
Hurt
Charm
Pain
Plead
Make me want you more
Scream
Cry
Smash
Love
It is what I live for
Sometimes, love means pain, and I like it that way.
JES Nov 2014
My dear child, everyone knows
if you do not listen to your mother and father
to Hell you will go.
"Maybe if you listened you wouldn't be caught in this situation." -Every Parent Ever
JES Nov 2014
I request a dance,
though I am not very good.
I tend to stumble, I have no rhythm.
Maybe I should just retire to reading books.

What could possible entrance me enough to go away,
with someone who fell in love with me?
Will it be captivating eyes or hypnotizing charm
that pulls me back every time a pull away?
Maybe someday I will know.

I am often left speechless by the things people say.
The words drip off their tongues as thick as cement or a smooth as milk.
Every lie and every truth, all said the same.
Stumbling or slick, others engulf it.
I love to listen to the words they say.

Sometimes I wish I could **** a man.
Or a woman, I don't discriminate.
To feel the blood on my hands would be lovely.
After, I would probably weep.

These things I think prance in my mind.
One thought devouring another.
The process of how I think is my own.
But you can join me on my journey of whatnot.
My mind will wander from one thing to the next; would you like a taste of what goes on?
JES Nov 2014
It was only a matter of time.
Things slow down, candles blow out.
So much similar in being so different.
You say I am too forgiving. That stops today.

With a click of my heels I am away from you.
With a blink of an eye we are apart.
Memories are erased from my mind.
Easier gone and forgotten than just gone.

Easy as pie to cut the connection.
It is only because I refuse to hate you.
You call me names and curse my presence.
Yet, my demeanor stands.

Hatred nor love remains.
Just the sloppy leftovers from our friendship.
An insult here and inside joke there.
Not relevant but still there.

My time with you was no less than difficult
because we were trying to fix what was crumbling before us.
Sometimes, you just have to let the tower fall
if you ever want to build a new one again.
Sometimes, you have to let go of a friendship before it crumbles naturally.
JES Nov 2014
life is all about perspective
what have I done?
maintain my sanity.
optimistic.
polite.
worn out, burnout
worry about
control.
so different.
I am a daughter
I adjust as needed

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