I feel it making it's way through my body like the shiver I get when you touch me, or the burning sensation I get when I'm pouring ***** down my throat; I feel it making it's way into my heart and into my lungs like your love, or my cigarette smoke; I feel it tightening it's grasp around my neck like your hands, or my noose; I feel it killing me like the cigarettes, and the *****, and the love