If I am ever anything
I was never to be the man who walks away
Everyone else seem to do so
But I'm the only one left in the line that was on the chopping block
And stayed until the end
I have my pride and my dignity
I think that's the strongest thing
No matter how bad I mess up
I hold my head up high
Trying to coordinate a way to fix the discrepancies that were there
Most people wouldn't care
But I give it my all
I will break this fall
Over and Over again
Don't count me out
Just count me in
I like numbers that penertrate my brain
Like they did before
Don't worry
No more grudges from this heart
Just help given when you've fallen apart
I'm not wasting my time being the same
I'm not doing it for a hot minute of fame
I know what its like to be formerly lame
So I made the cut now
And I'm giving the upcoming ones as much as a chance as the wiser few did when I was young and aimless
They're my motivation now
I hope I can duplicate this notion
Causing so much commotion
That you wake up from your coma
My words should be gradually uplifting, taking it in like meslotheioma
But I heal instead of ravage
Sometimes I get a hit savage
Only when I'm fed up with someone overstepping their boundaries or crossing the line
Or just when I'm upset and flustered
Then that case the fault is mine
Join me this time
Let's look at the Stars
Let's not think too far
Tonight
Drinks on plastic cups are on me

Stuck in the desert
Stuck in the rut
Now I'm trying to gain moisture
In the revolting heat
It's hard as hell
I can hear myself yell
As far as you can tell
My energy is far too vast to be depleted

Clear glass
I'm not getting
Drunk off liquid

I just want to make my parents proud
I just want to make my sister proud
I just want to make my family proud
I just want to make my managers proud
I just want to make my friends proud
I just want to make my teachers proud
I just want to make my future companion proud
I want them to feel like they knew someone of substance and a bright future
That it was worth all the time
They put in
To create an artful craft that needed to be nurtured and helped
Just so you know, I'm working on it
Its going to be hard to be the best
Its going to be hard to destroy the expectations and make them even higher
But Lord knows I got it
I got him
I got you bro
I got you sista
I got you stranger
Your time will be worth it, I promise I won't falter
I will do what it takes to sour
Thank you for everything y'all have done
I'm no longer undone
Now, let's have some fun

I want everything to be perfect
Not out of people
But everything else
Like $20 per hour jobs at entry level
Always stable economies
Always safe retirement money
Always bright futures
Drugs that don't harm your health
Police who save people instead of aressting them
Technology already at the highest level
Diseases completely eradicated
Long lifespans for everyone
I sound insane, but my wants are very plain when I write them out.

Mirror, mirror
On the wall
Who is the hottest of them all
If I'm in a room with mostly women its definitely not me
When is it ever me?
I look like Phideas's silent brother Verb
Looking like I smoked a little too much herb
But I'm clean, I'm clean
That brand new Mod set up on that Mustang is fresh clean
As beautiful as Lady Liberty
The staple for success and flamboyancy
I got that heat too
Let me bring it
But don't get burned
I would hate myself for doing you harm
I just want to disarm our easiness to ****
I want the valued and cheap thrills
I'm not hard to please
I love the word ease
It perfectly describes me
We need a better word than perfect for you
Let me look for one or hell
I'll coin one

My father always told me life was never going to be fair
He's right, but I don't care
I'm going to get the best even if I have to play truth or dare
With Satan and his groupies
Advancing to the next level
Then turning them into Jesus
And tell him don't worry about it after thanking me
You made things this hard for me for a reason
That, I thank you for
If I never struggled I'd be laying on my fat *** eating cheetos playing a brand new video game on the Xbox.
Thank you God