hiel - Hello Poetry

Oct 2014

GaryFairy

ptsd

When johnny comes marching home from war
johnny isnt johnny anymore
too many images have been absorbed
and johnny isnt johnny anymore

what happened to the soldier so strong?
i'm telling you, something is wrong

they go over there and take away life
then come back home and **** their wife
with no war thats left to fight
and they dont know that ****** isnt right

when a battlefield is the only place you belong
i'm telling you, something is wrong

hiel Sep 2014

n e u f .

there are no clouds in the sky
the sky is so blue
it's so beautiful.

did you know?
i'd always say...
"the clouds remind me of you."

but now, there are no clouds in my sky.
there is no you in my sky.
and all that is left is a beautiful blue.

and i'm fine with that.
i like that.

alt. title (no clouds)

#clouds #weather #skies

hiel Sep 2014

s e p t .

i committed a sin
on the night of the eve
it was something
i swore i would
never forget.

i committed a sin
on the night of the eve
when everyone was happy
they were smiling
they were laughing.

i committed a sin
on the night of the eve
when husbands and wives
held hands
under the tree.

i committed a sin
on the night of the eve
do you remember,
past lover,
your anguished tears?

#love #heartbreak #sin #broken #memories #lost #break-up #eve

hiel Sep 2014

s i x .

you are the
reason.

why i want to
take a bullet
to the head.

and have people
step on my *******
bruised
and bloodied
corpse.

you are the
reason.

why i wake up
in the middle
of the night,
a nightmare
that i cannot
let go of.

you are the
reason.

why i believe
that there is
no such thing
as angels.

#suicide #death #angel #you #nightmare #negative

Sep 2014

E. E. Cummings

I Will Wade Out

i will wade out
                        till my thighs are steeped in burning flowers
I will take the sun in my mouth
and leap into the ripe air
                                       Alive
                                                 with closed eyes
to dash against darkness
                                       in the sleeping curves of my body
Shall enter fingers of smooth mastery
with chasteness of sea-girls
                                            Will i complete the mystery
                                            of my flesh
I will rise
               After a thousand years
lipping
flowers
             And set my teeth in the silver of the moon

hiel Sep 2014

u n .

hello,
can you
hear me? I
want to talk to
you.

hello,
do you
still remember me? I
never forgot about
you.

hello,
am I
still important to you? You
occupy my mind all the
time.

hello,
do you
still
love
me?

because,
darling,
i still do.
*i still do.

#love #alone #heartache

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