daily
my mind goes into overdrive
thoughts racing by
past the speed limit
I'm trying to make sense of them
make them go in a different
pattern
but I can't get them
to slow down
they keep making this
deafening noise
so I have to notice them
I want to put in my earphones
drown out the sounds
but I'm the one
making the noise

sometimes
it feels like I am closing in
on the universe
and its secrets
like it opened its arms
to give me a shower of knowledge
stars rushing to my mind
whispering words of enlightenment
twinkling
showing me the path
leading to the magic
that is life

inhale

be aware
of what is on your mind
all the worries
all the hate
know them
feel them
steering every movement
spinning your thoughts
into oblivion
so that you can't remember
the you you once were
now stop

exhale

flowers
I want them
blooming and blossoming
everywhere around me
living life
to the fullest
bringing color
to the darkest corners
of my mind
and it's hard for flowers
to grow
without a little
rain

Like pearls
Rolling down the landscape
That is my face
Up and down
Speeding up
Slowing down
Giving eachother a chance
To catch up
An endless race
Where nobody wins

it appears
out of nowhere
in front of me
no warning
nothing
it ***** me in
makes me leave all traces
of rationality
and logic behind
so that I end up
surrounded
by total darkness
with no way
to find a way out