you hid under your blanket
so no one could hear--
how you cried for your life
like the end is near.
may the dying soul in you stays still.
sooner or later i know you'll heal.

Every one is celebrating,
enjoying the festive evening
with drinks in each hands.
Fireworks and lanterns
made this season much more special.
While i celebrate this night,
with my blankets on  and tears on my cheeks.

Every one is celebrating
while I'm silently dying.

O' dear rain,
you came back just in time.
How did you knew all along
i wasn't fine?
The sound as you pour is a
melody to my ears.
Once again, you never cease
to bring me in tears.

But O' dear rain,
why did you left too soon?
I can no longer hear your
whispers inside my room.
You left me again with no words--
no goodbyes.
Will you be back again if i cry?

O' dear rain you caused me too much pain.
Thought you'd come back just like
we promised.
But you left no trace,
you disappeared and vanished.

I watched him laugh from a distance
as he held another arm.
I listened to his laughter
which was once a melodious sound to my ears--
but tonight it just bought me in tears.

I watch him laugh, while I cry hello.

I can still recall your laugh,
your eyes,
your smiles.
Everything about you.
I miss our late night talks,
how you made me feel so special.

You gave me the best memories
And now you're a memory.

I failed my calculus earlier--
but it just made me feel more of a soldier.
The more i fail,
the more the fire in me grew.
to let out a curse in the air and said
"I wish i review"

I love and i let you go;
for i can feel the distance between us.
Your eyes were no longer in love,
it was as if they were absent of life.

I love you and i let you go,
because in the first place
i remembered you were never mine
and i was never your muse.

For the last time, i love you--
and this time,
I'll let you go.