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 Oct 2016 naeuta
Ihdini Hadi
Fake¿
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Ihdini Hadi
Everyone has something they hold.
Something they never want to lose.
Something they want to protect.
That's why they pretend,
That's why they lie,
That's why they hide the truth.
Thinking peoples will understand without being told anything is an illusion.
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Ihdini Hadi
Falling or flying?
Peoples falling in love.
Peoples flying in the name of love.
Landing after falling will get peoples broken in to pieces.
Landing after flying will get peoples goodbyes.
What the difference?
If hurt is all those two could give.
 Oct 2016 naeuta
ravendave
in winter
she waits in empty twilight
for her lover
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Lunar
his nature
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Lunar
he was made of atoms
kissed by stardust
and droplets of sunshine
little flame wisps of passion
and night rays of the moon
he surges through my entity
crashing on me like the wild sea
soft but firm like the ground beneath my feet
holding me high up like a strong tree
and in this nature, this universe
where i thought i was lost
and searched a way to escape it all
but in his nature, i was found
i wrote this for clara, to mean that there are sometimes where we want to escape our universe or this world because we feel lost, only to realize that we are safe and sound at home here, and we cannot escape reality because it chases us like how the sun chases the moon and vice versa. and also how wonwoo is clara's universe and she can never escape from him and his nature (and his love for it). in the end, i know you always come home to him.
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
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 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
you make me want to write poetry
and paint the sky with this feeling inside
breathe in your heartbeat
run through the clouds
and swim through the ocean of you
this time I'm never letting go
because now I know
there's only one you
only one of this feeling
the only one who makes me want to write poetry
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
my love for you fizzled up
like soda left on the counter
like a fish with no water
slowly inhaling what kills it

i don't know when it happened
im not even quite sure why
but sometimes you stepped on my emotional mines without even realizing they were there
exploding inside my heart
ripping me up inside
i know you didn't mean it
but i didn't need someone else making me feel like i wasn't good enough
maybe that's why i pulled away
maybe i was the air that ****** the carbonation out
maybe i drowned myself
i'm sorry i couldn't be what you wanted
i'm sorry i let myself get in the way of our beautiful
i often do that
my emotional scars can be quite fragile
the stitches are still in place
the wounds barely healed
i'm sorry you couldn't make me feel good enough
maybe because you are so much greater
maybe it was just the wrong time
i'm not sure
but i'm sorry
i feel like my self esteem problems will never go away. i guess i just want someone who understands that.
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
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 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
why must i feel so deeply
sometimes its nice
i love deeply
i'm happy deeply
i give deeply

but
i'm sad deeply
hurt deeply
frustrated deeply
drowning deeply in the chaos of these emotions
i let things get to me too easily
 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
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 Oct 2016 naeuta
Katelynn
i like to turn off my frontal lobe
let my amygdala and limbic lobe start screaming
let them ooze their tears
feel each and every stab
i know it's irrational
maybe it's a little self destructive
but the numbness is always worse than every scar they have caused me
because you see my frontal lobe likes to make me an empty shell
it likes for me to pull away from the pain
and let the darkness eat me alive
i'm learning about neurology and it's taken over my life
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