No more lies
or games
no shame taken
on

I am
what I am
and will
with no fibre of me
adjust
just to make you feel
better.

i cried
for what feels like
the millionth time

and all the voices
told me to end it
but i said no.

i wiped my tears
like i have been
for the past 5 years

then i sighed
as i looked back
at all my pain

then i thought to myself,
"this **** better be worth it."

29.04.20