The atmosphere of the sound I hear
the water flowing and waves crushing were pure seer
The sound of the breeze moving freely without a incomplete utter sheer...

Grandpa you always taught me to go after my dreams
and when I fell you would help me to get back on my own two feet
You were sent from the heaven above
to fill my broken heart with hope and love

When I got angry, upset and depressed you would hear my silent yell
I guess that's because you knew me quite too well
I will never forget the lesson of life of which you taught me as a game
you taught me to many things to be forgotten how can I possibly be the same?

I guess the time came for you to leave
God saw how you were suffering and couldn't just perceive
I have to get use to this life without you and its a difficult change
Your memories will be played over here in my head where I will rearrange.

Why do we seek attention?
Why do we crave affection?
Why does it seem we want it all?
Why do we vandalize government walls?

We are human and we make mistakes
Truly that is a lesson that proves we're not fake

Don't take a blade and cut yourself
its not worth the blood or the pain
In the end its just the scars left on your body
and the remainder of the idiot who caused you to do it

Sitting at my computer and starring at the screen
I'm starting to get bored and feel like I want to scream!
I'm bored out of mind without a muse
Praying that I soon get an idea to use

Looking at my poem links
starting to think my work really stinks
I finally get inspired and it lights off a spark
I'm starting to feel like a glow in the dark

I'm trying to get a interesting find
but as soon as the electricity goes off so does my mind
That was the moment where I get angry, upset and it cant be ignored
It repeats it cycle and I'm at the beginning of ''I'm bored''

The river and oceans natural elements
The oceans used to clensed the mind and soul
The oceans and rivers have tides and waves
But not to wash away the memory

Coffee is Coffee
and Tea is Tea
Burn your lips and think of me

Know who you are*
*and not who you want to be

Pomegranate is sweet on her lips as she stands on the barrier edge
Bit by bit petals stretched
The pomegranate seeds start to set in a spell
Yet not knowing soon she will be entering hell  
In the centre of earth a massive crack
Coming out the devil himself secretly planning an attack
The daughter of seasons was pulled in
Leaving the devil with a grin
Mother nature arrived too late
As her daughter stands by the entrance ‘’Gate of destruction’’
For six months she will stay below
In the other six she can enjoy the rivers flow.

Into the thought of our minds lies the soil of deception,
it is utterly a disgusting intravenous injection
Manipulation an deception are all around,
I felt embarrassed and put my country's flag down

I hate the way of how we tend to deceive,
and I utterly find trusting hard to believe
In lying and deceit everyone's a target,
its almost like a cash receiving market

Deception and arrogance are like a worldly and deadly disease
there is no cure which brings me to my knees
In life everything determines your fate,
so make good decisions before its all too late...

Depression is a like a constant and uncontrollable task
people get angry, sad and upset and wear the depressed horrid mask
Its a feeling that just cannot get rid of easily and stays
but eventually having strength will make it go away

Depression is like living in a world of fifty shades of grey
out with the grief and in with the pain of everyday
Everyday you try and reassure yourself your fine
but how can that be if you don't possibly notice the warm and bright sunshine?

Depression is like living in a world of fifty shades of grey
out with the grief and in with the pain of everyday

Mankind the beginning of all
will be our mistake and destruct it all

Listen up and pay good attention
Cause life is only full of imperfections
The ridiculous judgment of society we create
and we wonder why in the world we cant simply instantiate

The world is in a dead awkward silence
everyone looked at the aggressive brutality and cruel violence
They wondered to themselves how did they get here
without even realising there were people pulling their strings like a masquerade puppeteer

Can you imagine a world without anything but just broken gravel?
Living in fear of just catching nothing but just the common cold rattle
Growing up to learn the destroyed world and be nothing but just to grow old..
Change the time of you which you live in now
technology just complicates our lives and our true knowledge

Before everything just becomes nothing but bitterness and displease
will it then maybe shock you? And come ten times worst as respiratory disease

My heart is ripped open
The world just seems broken
My life just full of nothing but an emptiness void

The highest of all with serving rounds
never ending desire of expectation bound
Hating qualities of whom they despise
trying to get approval impious surmise

They follow and try to please all in sight
watch carefully as they over load on trite
Compelling the audience with their drunken imperfections
watching them tumble over barrels and start theorize direction

Be genuine and not fake
be you and that's it
I'd rather be alone than to be your friend
unless you change and be yourself
until then you and me? ''We're done''!

The poor innocent civilians of Gaza are dying
I can hear the screams of their crying
I moan with the people of Gaza
This is a horrid monstrosity way of a massacre
I cannot just sit back and be a passenger
Their human rights are being snatched away from them
I thought we were against violence mayhem?
In Gaza peoples guts and gores are all around
doesn't it make you just want to shut down?

You've been knocked down
pushed around by emotions
With all your heart and soul
A broken-will, and a dream most shattered
head down filled with rage and despaired
With a puddle of tears on the ground
In the darkness you lie on the cold prickled floor
wondering if its worth it anymore
You try and get up but all you do is fall back down
But you remember to have the strength and stand back up
your hatred, pain, weaknesses, tears and madness vanished

The new generation of breed,
is constantly seeking greed
Greed is the most destructive desires in human race,
also one of the worst disgrace

A greedy individual does not care and never feels guilty
In their state of mind it is an attribute to be seen clearly
Greed is the biggest threat to civilization,
it can bring disastrous wars to nations

Life  is a never ending circle of endless greed
The seed of greed is only constantly used to mislead

The horrifying and gruesome day is arriving
filled with costumes, pumpkins and conniving
With monsters from the past out roaming the streets
hearing the words ''trick or treat''

For there is but one thing I believe in with all my heart and soul
is that there is God his actions as big and powerful
I know that when I go on my knees and pray
I know for a fact with all my might God will make a way

The society we live in has differed and changed
No matter how we try we never shall stray
The matter of peace is no more up for discussion
The outcome is utter disruption
The period of talking has expired
The time comes of execution
And there shall never be any resolution...

The pain of which light up like fireworks
bursting out everywhere
feeling every last spark of which flies and dies
it cannot be strained and forgotten

The bond of which was severed
the one which was sacred and important
protected through all misery of wrong
its a flesh wound that's cut open
and way too strong

Your face is  illustrious in laughter of the lethal grittiness  joke
you seem to be enjoying every moment of my suffer, I hope you choke!
All you do is fall to the ground and laugh at my pain
you seem to be having great pleasure being deign

But surely something soon even worst is coming your way
you can try your absolute best to try and look away
Because what comes around goes around
the price you pay, your fate is sealed and bound

Karma is coming around your way and this time its abound.

You might see me struggle,
but there's a long road to lead through the difficult journey of life in the world tunnel
You wont see me fall
Inspite of everything through moments of sorrowful, dejected, out of sorts, melancholy I'm still going to stand tall

Even if life puts me on the spot
I'll try my best to get out of the gordian knot
I know I'm not the best person in the world
I've made mistakes but whose to blame if the wind whirls

They say there's a limit to life
but that's just merely a myth of a rife
Because even though life is hard and I struggle through it all
you will never see me fall

If I was but an beautiful and pure exotic green leaf
I would be tied to an amazing oak tree with a very strong belief
I would be tossed with the breeze of the wind from side to side
and I would try my best and keep myself tied

I have but a wonderful way to frolic
and you would think i'm very much jolly
From season to season I change my appearance
I know I wont die because I have reassurance

Out of nowhere today I was simply wrong
I started falling slowly from the tree to the ground
and I just couldn't believe I went from green to brown
now I have nothing to do but just settle down

You gambled away
with her heart and feelings
left her out in the cold
all alone

You try so hard to
wonder why she didn't come
back when clearly you
were the problem to her solution

Life is something we all share
Just like the oxygen in the air
In life its ok to make mistakes
It just shows you are real and not fake

Broken old gravel
Not a fixed sight for travel
Masked faces
Walking to every lonely places
Not a beauty of buildings sites
Just living in horror and full of fright

Being a loner doesn't mean I'm lonely
it just means I like being alone

Walking in a creepy dark forest
feeling but nothing but weirdly sorest
Visions and reality totally hazy and confused
seeing teddy's drink tea without being excused

Seeing animals sit around and eat as humans at the table
Makes my mind feel more confused and unstable
Wondering around and come across owls getting married
judging what I'll see next I should be extremely worried!

I see a bright light reflecting white off a jacket
trying it on hoping this sure doesn't throw a gasket
Running away from the foolish foul bird creatures chasing me
My boots come off and out of nowhere I'm growing into a tree

My hands turn into branches and my feet into a tree trunk
surely this must be a dream or else I'm seriously drunk

Life is like magnificent magic
And thy shall it be
For life still exists and shall remain eternally
Thou sweet wonders of life's mystery

For thou life casts into the light
moving swiftly from day to night
For thou disturb not the sweet orbit glow
death to spirits to heaven up and go

For thou soon earth shall dim
not leaving us all to the slim
For thy magic holds no more
than to open up to the shut closed door

Don't look back
before the pain settles in and charges in the attack

It is a cold hearted world we live in filled with lying and deceit,
where hypocrisy is the mean of utter good conceit
Everything we do is mainly by statistic,
when will we wake up and realize democracy is realistic
Corruption is the main seize of power,
and we will only realize the truth in the final hour.

I woke up to a shattered broken dream,
where I couldn't even possibly scream
I saw someone peeping through the key hole in the door,
I started moving slowly off the bed towards the cold and prickled floor

I could here the foot steps silently moving,
I thought ''Oh God'' let this be inducing
I closed my eyes and wished for it all to pass,
I started to grip the lost broken glass

I opened my eyes all I could see was the ground
everything about my dream took a twist around
The room started to catch a light
and I swiftly held the glass tight

It felt for a moment like I was enduring hell,
I closed my eyes once again and I could hear the sound of ringing church bells
I was alone for at least I thought....
the way I felt was shocked and utter distraught

I felt a tap on my shoulder from behind
my shoulder started to intertwined
I slowly turned around
and the devil smiled and made no sound

I was amazed in disgust of shocked
he was about to tell me something until he showed me a ticking clock.

When we were little we didn't care
we would be scribbling everywhere
Grown Up's telling us to gather around
be very still and don't dare to make a sound!

The things we would tell our parents blew there minds
they were always learning us to be kind
Teachers and Parents taught us how to share
and it was truly up to us if we actually cared

Can you remember when you couldn't reach anything at all?
we were midgets about 2ft tall
Sticky fingers, scabs on knees and mind gone wild
all the things valued in a beloved life of a child

As i look from beyond the battlefield boundary,
i can hear the silent cry of an innocent country
The request for peace and prosperity should take the top list of priority,
as we stand together we can make more of an joyful majority

Peace is the seed that needs to be planted,
we should stop this bizarre violence and never let it be chanted
Peace is the seed that creates all light,
We must lower our selfish desires, and start the peaceful ignite

Pacific way
**Of relating and
Ever lasting Diary of the
Moments to express

What's said is said
What's done is done
I didn't stop you from leaving
And now you're just plain gone