you could be gay
you could be pan
it doesnt matter - i still love you
i dont care who you are
its going to be okay
i know
it seems like it wont
but
really
i promise
its going to be okay

nobody likes me
i should die
down i go
they wont miss me
they wish me dead
god im a mess
please don't spare my life
i should **** myself

im not really fine
and im sorry
and i almost did something
and i don't regret it
im sorry

ive caused so much pain
its all my fault
im sorry
im so sorry

im sorry john. i wonder if youre still there. i hope you didnt do it. you were really awesome. i really, honestly care for you. i know what it feels like and im so sorry. im really sorry john. i hope youre still there.

i thought i was happy
for a few days, at least
but now i feel so lonely
it was like a sweet dream

i just want to get better
is that so much to ask?
a few minutes at a time
im living life in the dark

we've set our suicide dates
sadly we can both relate

we have scars upon our wrists
with despair in our eyes

we tried and couldn't
we've failed again
these are our suicide dates

you see
once my mission is accomplished
it could be time
because happiness doesn't exist for me