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Marty T Ottman Jun 2018
erase all traces left.
forsaken,  as the world is breaking in.
**** this your gone..
***** strong.
your past is over due
embrace the true. define you, push through or you through?
Weight of the decision we all have anchor us down...
Marty T Ottman Apr 2018
When I stare into the stars they remind me of how you illuminated my entire world,  before the sky got so tired cause it's left in the reflection​ you imprinted​ it with. These days grow longer reminding me how all the beauty is precious before taken for granted.   Than it doesn't refuse to break through..  As season may change the reason that mark just  exactly everything in this heart.   Leaving the pluses​ absently  beating in your presence.  The ocean may collide with its heavy blue waves crashing but doesn't quite compare to these eyes that collided with my soul that lit up the darkest depths deep within.   Everything taints in your reflection cause I doesn't surpass the beautiful unique  soul that stood before my eyes..  Even in the most concealing disguise  she will shine ever so bright an that right there was my light..  An  nothing could dim such a twin flame that could never drain..  Even if its ever taken away.  In my heart chained down in your reflection..  The truth that steers my direction
Another hopeless poem x.x
Marty T Ottman Jan 2018
Trap in your mirror reflection.
A world Lost through space an time. No rhyme through the disconnection;Of the objection, stabilizing the this infection. You said I'll be one gone well your wrong.

Spreads like some ******* plague.
Colors dancing with me tonight.
As your words turn vague.
Something seem so outright.
You valued your light while I remained your opposite within one with the dark.

Piercing eyes to dish threw the *******.
fierce as the mixture of toxins in your bloodstream couldn't you admit.

Trying to find an urge to resist but **** it barley feels I exist. Run astray, warped in the present.
Make it alive. Make it alive.
Or... Strive...to... Real.
Marty T Ottman Jan 2018
yeah im unobtrusive.
say it went from extrovert to introverted
i find it quite exclusive. just amusive.
just as others are to divert from being alert.
quite abusive huh, here something you can dissect.
pull your mind out onto the table to find your motives,
to disconnect all you infect.
to notice, an focus.
lesson in disguise.
dont follow your own lies
just some midnight deep thought. plus i haven't posted in a while hope you enjoy this ***** complex mind
Marty T Ottman Jul 2017
Maybe two minds never come close to thinking alike,  feels like my heart has gone on strike.  Do i even cross your mind when time consumes you.   sitting here feeling like less.  Just some pathetic mess, my head is saying let it go. Chest already dropped to low.   You've done it this time. Forget about the rhyme. Clear your mind.  just like the rest, just  to put you up to the test.  Lovely adoring but the games an simple things you forget will all add up in the end.    This poem is just mixed feeling, but i resist to  heal.  Rather lower my head until  the day I'm dead. Happiness is just an illusion to me. Just something i can no longer see.  Be the last of my words written down.  Time to let this drown.    Made your bed, so get  out of my head.  Cuz all they do is haunt it until i fall.

" sometimes things just shouldn't phase  us but when you rethink of them twice they seem to pour through your walls
Marty T Ottman Jul 2017
You have your ways to invade my deepest slumber.
Leaving me there to wonder..  
The imprints of your reflection an traces.
As the reflection through resurrection shows the past perfection id thought were erased.  
Two Soul's departure but trying to ignore the torture but id amit its getting harder...
Depart. Lonesome.  Second guessing.  Logic pain.  Refusal
Marty T Ottman Jun 2017
My heart is left vacant.
Wait... Am I mistaken.  
You left a impact here..  
Just to abstract...  I fear.  
So you wish to know what haunt the horrors inside my dear.  
Inside here  we look what been tainted.
How I been intoxicated drowning and faded I been awaiting for your voice.  
That could isolate any noise.
I know you know how to save the heart but where it rest lies upon your command and that where everything else stands..
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