Can you recall when we met in a support group?
You were with Isaac who was insanely in love with Monica and her *****
You took me to your home which you gave me a basement tour
I thought to myself we were going to be best friends or maybe evens more

I gave you my ideal and ravishing book
remember how you couldn't stop talking and I knew you were hooked
You and I had our ''Okay'' which became our own flirtatious ''always'' forever
I just got butterflies and knew that some how we would always be together

Can you recall when you said you were cancer free?
You took the tests and god your test results lit up the heavens tree
You are just amazing calling me Hazel Grace
which always just made me laugh and put a smile on my face

The day came of your funeral
everything was just certainly unreal

But then I remembered: That's the thing about pain it demands to be felt

There would never be a King, if there was not a Queen.

DC

Nothing*
        fills the soul
Like the fruit
            of your **womb

I guess it was all a dream
Or maybe it's just me
I guess it wasn't meant
A heart up for rent
I guess truth is I'm unworthy
A world answers back
There's not much to say
One day i won't get in your way
Never come my way
If all you do is play

Let it be, I set you free
Fly away, stay far away
Find wealthy happiness
Help relieve the stress &  
You deserve a white dress
A loving elegance for you  
Their eyes not good enough for you
Please don't come my way
I'll forget you someday
Hope I disappear one day
I'll make it, have to take it
The way life gave it
It doesn't bother me
God taught me humility
Hey I learned from you
The best things in life
Only grew from loving you
& Are felt within, not like any
Sort of thing, a special crystal spring, a living fountain, the highest mountain I reach and unfortunately can't no one teach, you can't learn it, you can't plan it, you can't force it, you can't rush it, you can't buy it, lucky me it took me unexpectedly a love that's never letting go...

Come Back I Really Desire
The Fire To Speak With You

Im a delete my poetry out of depression