You can't talk about long distance relationships until
the only way you can hear his voice, is through the voice mail he made
6 months ago

You can't talk about long distance relationships until
you can no longer feel his arms around you

You can't talk about long distance relationships until
you forget the colour of his eyes
and the shape of his jaw

You can't talk about long distance relationships until
the faded memory of his laugh breaks your heart
because you can no longer hear it

You can't talk about long distance relationships until
you say I love you to him
and his grave says nothing back

You can't talk about long distance relationships until
you're in love with a boy
*six feet under

termites crawl in my stomach; you
are my disarray, o soft and golden -

take the curves of my feet, the
freckle on my lip, and

hang me on your wall, you
compel my speechlessness.

i'll keep guessing, guessing
and unguessing.

i am up all night over this.

someday,
i'll wake up and be glad i did.

ive smashed
every
single
******* mirror
in this house
because
*im so tired of seeing you
when i look at me

fake smiles
empty eyes
filling up
on tired lies
don't you see
i'm almost done?
trapped in sadness
i can't run

With a smile on her face
And such light in her eyes
You’d never think of
How much she cries every night

‘til her mouth runs dry
‘til her eyes turn red
Her strength is something
Something that overwhelms

No one seems to understand,
Why I'm so attached to you..
Why I love you so very much..
Hell, I don't even know if I understand myself.
Maybe it's the way you make me feel..
The way you make me smile, even when you're not around.
The way you always try to help, when I'm down.
I just wish, my family and friends, would see you the way I do.
Because in my eyes, you're beautiful..
Every flaw, every mistake, every thing about you,
Makes you who you are..
And that is beautiful to me.
I have loved you from the very beginning,
And I'm afraid my heart will never give you up.
Or maybe I don't want to give you up,
Because I see something in you, that I've never seen in anyone else.
I don't care if the world disagrees with me and you,
From the start it was meant to be true..
And you're the only one I love and the only one I want to be with.
I will hold onto you, no matter how many people try to tear us apart.
You will forever have my heart.