After years of
Constant self-abuse
I've finally reached
My breaking point
And I don't think
Superglue will
Do this time

In the pursuit of happiness
I found you,  but somewhere I lost me
You set my heart on fire
You set my dreams free
I loved our little chatter
I loved your every little thing
But now that I look back
It all just leaves a sting

I never realized when you drifted apart
I still kept holding onto the string
You crushed my little heart
And all I could do was sing

Sang the songs of my pain  
Sang the songs of my screams
I never knew it was all in vain
It was all just a broken dream

A blue jay perches
Watches the autumn leaves fall--
And stays there alone

At the door comes a knock or a beating
That demands an uncomfortable greeting
So you hide from the guest
And deny the request
For this most unavoidable meeting

The leaves don't fall,
earth calls them down.

If I call you, love,  
will you come to me now?