I wish I can hug and kiss you right now
Whispering all the love and pain away

when your friends ask you about me,
will you laugh at our memories?
will you mock our promises?
will you ridicule what we had?

do all those nights disgust you now?

i can't feel my head
but my heart is oh so
heavy.

unstable, unable

even if i can't get rid of the weight
i hope my head can help my heart carry.

Like a sunflower,
I follow you
through this world,
only sleeping when you're
out of sight.

You don’t make me happy.
I am that on my own.
But you magnify my happiness so beautifully.
Like an acoustic guitar being plugged into an amp.
The same, but louder.
The same, but better.

I love you because,
You always smile back at me.
You always search for me with your eyes.
When I  need it most
You hold my hand.
You always comfort me when I’m sad.
You let me be me.
But most of all I love you because you set me free.

Shell ✨🐚

"Why?" I asked him. "I'm not pretty, I'm not smart, I'm nothing."

I thought I was things that I'm not.
And now I know myself.