Partly Insane people called me
I fell for the guy who didn't care
Threw away my self respect to earn his
Completely sane for keeping those memories that were all fake
Dying everyday for his compliments
All he ever spoke was to make me disgrace
Insulted my body and my taste
Lost my respect and my heart to mend his
People call me partly insane
But I think my completely Dead

**** doesn’t always hide
At parties and outside clubs
**** doesn’t always hide
In dark alleys and empty parking lots
Sometimes it is right in front of you
But you choose to look the other way
**** doesn’t always hide
Behind the faces of strangers in the night
Sometimes it is hiding behind the closed doors
Of your uncles
Cousins
Fathers
And brothers
**** isn’t always loud-
Screaming, yelling, and crying
Sometimes **** is quiet-
Gasping for air and silent tears

we are but the sand and the ocean.
you are the sand
warm, fine, comforting, golden
people always seem
to walk all over you,
but not me
for I am the ocean
deep, brave, pure, peaceful
and I try so hard to get to you
but every time I push myself
I always end up trickling back to where I belong
it's not fair
I want to belong to you

c.p

A broken heart is all that's left
thoughts are all so depressed
losing my mind at what u confessed
still cant believe u left
my heart is shattered
cant believe there is already a cleft
i wont come back lest
U WANT ME BACK