Jovial memories defined in space
A space we once called home
Tripping over boulders
Pretending they were stones

Wasted in smiles and chirpy moods
Joker of sorts, an identity pursued
What's left on the table after the fall
Knowing that you've given your all

Shattered hearts remained in place
A place we find, full of lies and doubts
Wearing out the last of yourself
Bleeding your faith out

Crashed and crumbled to the ground
A weakling I see, inside out
Who's left in this circle to see you through
Pulling out the true strength in you

Tears can be shed
Bodies can be limped
Hearts can rest
No judgement or pity

Only then, the message be conveyed
In the works of one's gaze to another
Granted allowance to fall apart
Comfortably...
Slowly...
Severely...

Bring down the facade
Bare your heart naked
Assemble ourselves after
Strengthened smiles will face one another

So be brave
And unfold...

a shadow across hearts
down a lonely road
the light snuffed out

A letter to everyone who broke my heart,


Thanks for making me feel alive.


Sincerely,
The one you seriously killed many times

My thoughts
like the guts of a jellyfish
Swirl under a fragile sheath
that is my stare

From dormant tick
to fortified tock,
time has had its hands full with me
For silenced words only fester
within the absence of light

Soon I will take my wounds, my scars
and cast them out to be
To dance among the waves
of my tongue
and sting who they may

How I will embrace their sharp return...

To rip this placenta of pain
dawning a coma white
that expends yet again

I hope he is not like me, that he understands how much you are.
The gravity you have on a relationship is so amazing, maybe because it reflects on the person you are.
He better make you happy, not laugh, or have good days, but if happiness was a currency he would make you wealthy.

He better never, miss treat you, because I'll have something to say if I ever find out. I hope he understands the love and caring you bring to the table, and it's not something to take for granted. I hope he knows that your smile takes away bad days, the way your so positive helps with the stressful days.

I hope most of all that he knows your a beautiful girl with insecurities and he has to be patient with you, your body will never live up to your expectations and thats ok, your an unstoppable force that will never stop doing the right thing, geting better for your self, and showing the one you chose to love, what love actually feels like.

So to you my friend, although the girl you have around your arm is the love of my life, shes happy with you. It's taken me along time to come to terms with that, take care of her shes a broken dish, but shes put back together with melted gold. Which means, although at one time she was perfect and brand new, her mistakes have made her way more attractive to the right person who can take her flaws and all.