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LeaveThisLife Nov 2014
I was finally over you
I stopped thinking about you
We were just familiar faces
Just two strangers with some memories
It took 10 months to forget you
But we started talking again yesterday
And it made me think
And think
And think
Now I miss you again
I thought about you all day
I miss the things we did together
I miss your hugs and kisses
The way you would wipe my tears away
You loved me and I could tell
I loved you so much
But you slipped through my fingers
My mistake shattered us
And I couldn't pick up the pieces
We were broken
Now I miss you and the things we had
We had something special
And talking to you just reminded me it was gone
I wish we hadn't talked again
I miss you so much, I was over you until I texted you and now I cant stop thinking about you.... I just want to be yours again
LeaveThisLife Nov 2014
I
See
  My
   Future
    In
     No one
      Else
       But
        You
But you have given up on me.
LeaveThisLife Nov 2014
A promise, by definition is
a declaration or assurance that one will do a particular thing
Or that a particular thing will happen
Promises are made everyday
                       Hundreds
                            of
                     ­   Millions
But so many of them are broken
But why are they broken, some may ask
But promises you see
Are nothing
They mean absolutely nothing
They are not a bone that will hurt when broken
They are just a bunch of words
Spoken from one person to another
A rule being set in place
"We will be together forever"
"I will never cheat on you, ever"
I've heard it all
               But rules are set
                                To be broken
                                             So promises are made
                                                            ­     **To be broken
I'm sick of promises being held to such a high standard, they all (at one point or another) get broken.
LeaveThisLife Nov 2014
God ****** I did it again
I fell for another hopeless cause
I told myself that he, unlike the first guy, would come around
That this guy will actually love me
But silly me
Thinking of things that will not happen
Cause he didn't come around
They never do
I always do this
Then I act surprised when he leaves me for someone else
I mean why do I think I'm anything special?
Cause I'm clearly not
I'm just someone that people like to use
No one truly falls for me
I need to stop falling for people
Then I will stop hurting
Unless everything goes black
Then I cant see, cant hear, and cant feel my pain
Maybe that's better
Maybe
LeaveThisLife Nov 2014
Yeah that's me
That girl
Who never changed
I'm still doing the same stupid things
I was doing a year ago
I think I'm insecure
I don't have the will power to stop
Even though you're gone
I just found someone new
Someone else who will love me like you did
I didn't go searching for someone new
That's the thing
I say I'm too good for this
I talk myself out of it
But then the situation presents itself again
And I fall back into my old habits
But this isn't healthy
I'm not happy
I never was
And if I'm not happy
Then why do I keep doing this?
Oh right
Because
Some people
Never change
LeaveThisLife Oct 2014
...Honestly...
I have this one secret floating around in my head
that I won't talk to anyone about...
This thought that won't leave my brain
Our memories that drive me insane
I'm holding my own head underwater
I'm eating myself alive
From the inside out
So no one sees my pain
I don't talk about it
I'm not comfortable enough with myself
To talk about it with others
Im usually a really open person about my secrets, but there's this one thought, burned into me, that I'm keeping to myself.. And its eating me alive...
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