At 15
The trees have only lost their leaves 15 time
There have only been 15 first snow falls
All we want do to at this age is grow up
But why are we in such a rush
Slow down
Watch the leaves change colors
Lay outside and watch the sunset
Wait around for the first star to make its appearance
Love someone
Live in the moment
Stop rushing
Because once the day is gone, you can't get it back

Things can't always be the
way we want them too,
and I'm trying to fall
in love with this idea
that no matter what
I end up doing with my life,

it wouldn't have
really mattered anyways.

I've become
Everything
I despise in a person

Delicately dying, yet we want you to breathe

lost in the snow, but next is the spring

holding onto nothing, but something remains

cause after the sorrows and after the pains

the ice will melt and the cold season will fade

and underneath the despair

you’ll see a garden has grown

that has been nourished by your tears, a place to call home

where the roses are red and grown from the tears and blood you have shed

and you’ll understand happiness is all in your head

now it’s time to put the demons to bed and call it a day

cause today might be bad but tomorrow can change

I seem to take
Everything important
Everyone who cares
And give them a reason
To want to leave
But if I put real effort into something
They just get bored of me
Either way
I lose