From beginning to end
I hope we never break or bend.
Best friends and lovers, that describes you and me.  
My promises our love for the whole world to see.  
How you make me feel,  
I question if it’s real.  
Its so magical and true,  
with every precious thing you do.  
When I see your smile,  
I stay happy for more than a while.  
When you hold me,
it feels so lovely.  
Even when it rains,  
you know how to take away my pain.  
Kinda think it was fate,  
and how I'm glad we weren’t too late.  
Many feelings mashed together,  
This was probably for the better.  
And with this I promise,  
if we fight I'll be the calmest.  
to try my hardest,  
even if we’re at our darkest.  
Never to play games with your heart,  
no matter close or apart.  
To always be kind,  
and keep you in my mind.  
To always call you my baby,  
even if you’re saying something crazy.  
Never override authority,  
but make you my priority.  
To always give my all  
and make sure I give you a call.  
We have so much room to grow,  
so we might as well take it slow.  
When I'm with you I have so much to say,  
In your arms where I want to stay.  
I’m not just saying this,  
of course I enjoy every kiss.  
If I love, I love with all my heart,  
especially from the start.  
All of this I say is true,  
I’ll never break these words no matter what we go through.  
Maybe I'm writing this all too soon,  
should I wait for many more moons?  
It’s like looking in a mirror,  
just you’re the hero.  
You’re entitled to be treated with honor,  
and proudly let your mind wonder.  
Well deep appreciation,  
this poem is a standing ovation,  
with little distance
and lots of commitment.  
I hope you experience,  
what I hope to you is brilliant.  
I’ll stop rambling now,  
I’m done with the list of vows.  
You probably think I'm crazy,  
But I think you are too baby.  
All of this crowns you king,
enclosed with a ring.

No matter who I meet
Or how i behave
There are those who cheat
And theres me, who gives all I gave

It still will never be enough
Because i'm not her
I will never have the stuff
Me becoming that girl will never occur

You say it so swiftly
"I wish you can be Mel"
Words flew so quickly
You don't even know how I felt

I'm like a penny
you need more of me
To keep you steady
Enough 'till i'm finally she

I'm just a piece
until you finally mold me
and then you're at peace
But you just can't see

I will never be her
therefore i will never be enough
For you, this is a blur
and i need to get tough

Either it's the ones in a relationship
Wanting a side
Not wanting to be patient
Talking with deception not a lie.

Or it's the ones who want  one thing
and for sure
He's not giving you a ring
Just a walk down the hall to the door

Or the ones who kinda want something genuine
But not with you.  
Although it seems innocent
It isn't and sadly he doesn't give you a clue.

This is what hurt feels like
Getting hit by a car
being left for dead
But not dying.
And you cry to be able to know you're still alive
But you're in pain and have a lot of trauma

But I'm wrong
It's worst than that
Especially when he manipulates and convinces me

It's like things are going so well
and out of no where a hot rock hits your head
and it swells
and now you're half dead

It's definitely like
not being able to sleep
Thinking about it constantly
Who to blame
How to make it feel better
how to move on.

Sleeping less than 2 hours a night
walking around like nothing is bothering you
Living with a weight on you
Something that is such a fright
And nothing you can do

Not getting justice from the law suit
Not being able to help when needed the most
Not being able to save your self
Be restrained from the use of your own-self
To the point where you don't like yourself

Esteem low
How can i grow?

Why does it matter
Why do i care
It only gets me sadder
especially by your stare

I can't be helped,
It won't go away.
I'll let the cuts welt,
It will be almost okay.

After a long day of work
You're someone I can rely on
With your subtle quirk
You left me with a smile once I'm gone.

We first met oddly
But you were in the route
Taking me home. But honestly
With you I know little about.

You have a wide range;
A degree, a job.
In a settling - wise age
My heart you already rob.

The whole ride home
you capture my mind.
No where to roam
Just enjoying this time

You're what I saw when I close my eyes,
Someone I hope to see again.
You intrigue me like the skies
And my heart you temporarily mend.

As unrealistic as you and I sound
You have security that reminds.
So I'll wait around
For the random signs.

Ruminating over you
And you're voice that has an alleviating tone
Even though you have a clue.
Thanks for taking me home

The way you looked at me
Before our last kiss
Makes me think we can agree
We had put ourselves at risk.
Thinking we can mask
Emotions forever
Not knowing that this is just draft
And we won't always be together.

You said "let's keep it casual"
Not wanting to commit.
Did it really mean "keep it ******"
But not wanting to admit?
You constantly want it.
Apparently we're a match
Although we're completely opposite
It seems we have no strings attached.

Me through it all
I said I won't feel
Despite I suffer withdrawal
And your simple presence won't heal.
No matter what I'll gain these emotions
So I'm sorry if I cling.
During all this commotion
I'm forever tangled in the strings.

Things are moving fast
considering its been about 5 days.
Reminiscing on the past
Let me in, if i may.

You're now in the pile
finally on the list.
you're a new change of style
as you give me the designer kiss.

we moved past getting to know
because in short time
we're aware but won't take it slow.
Hoping this doesn't end like a squeezed lime.

How can we make this work without a machine?
Seeking superior quality within.
Something that's never been seen
Something not made of sin.

It's hard to find
someone willing to try.
Then i go in deep while blind
probably my results of cries.

You can hold me in your arms
rub my hands
and spark your charms
But at the end, where do we stand?

Watch the sunsets
with our hands clutching
So close to you i sweat
that our lips are now touching

Where do i find it?
How not to get played?
The best benefit
of having it handmade

Strapless dress
Her confidence is high
She know's she's prettier than the rest
but she lets out a lonely sigh

She's nothing but a product of loveliness
Anyone can tell her but she won't believe
She sees nothing but ugliness
Never to be relieved.

She sees a light within
She hopes someone will notice it
More than the sins
And not be a hypocrite

She can't wait to meet him
The one who will be there through thick and thin
The one to light up the dim
He with tough skin

She remembers when it was first felt
Something infatuational
so much so she melted
but it wasn't real or actual

She moved on
she tells herself the lie.
That chapter was full of pros and cons
At least no knots were tied

Yet she still doesn't know she's perfect
everything she does, she does for good
her touch affects
The only thing about her that's understood

Someone will come along
she'll just have to wait
it's worth the delay, she'll write a hundred songs
He will come, even if it's late

I have two useless feet
that can only walk so far,
Far enough for us to meet
on the corner near the special bar

You tell me be there at four
But my legs break down
leaving me home not even out the door
while you're already in town

Although i never show up
you always expect me, with hope
But i leave him with a cold cup
as we connect and tie with a rope

You're the only one
who choose to stay
we have all kinds of fun
because you're the only one who wants to play

The mysterious way
you keep me focused on you
it's these small things everyday
that make me fall in love with you

But this kind of love hurts
no consideration for my feelings
leaving me thirsty in the desert
left me dead bleeding

I say i will walk miles for you
when you want it i -do not
But when i want it- i do
But we can see i'm trailing off a lot

its clear like an empty glass
that i have these feelings
that i gained them very fast
and boxed it in with the ceiling

These infatuations
are like waiting out in the cold
in the never coming train station
because i know your heart is already sold

I'm stuck in my bed alone
and the only thought is you.
So i pick up the phone
Because theres nothing else to do

With the worthless feet
i'll still limp to your place
just to make you pleased
and to see your face

I can't get rid of this
the disease is real.
And your kiss
it does nothing  but break and heal