Lea Loveit

Lea Loveit Mar 2014

People speak of letting go.
they say if you do and it comes back
it was meant to be. So
everything will be on a simple track.

No one speaks of letting down
no one knows the feeling of giving disappointment.
how does that sound?
involuntarily letting go for something you did in the moment.

What do you do to make up?
nothing can compare to the upsets towards the expectation.
They drink your reasons and excuses in a full cup
which isn't real hydration.

you try
instead of doing
why can't we see eye to eye
like the sky blueing

i'm sorry doesn't help
you beg and beg
to compensate for the act that was for yourself.
you didn't know the events ahead

But letting someone down
when they saw better in you
just seeing there face frown
shows how much your love was true

Lea Loveit Mar 2014

Insomniac Cold

Cracked window
laying on an empty bed
feeling alone and low
from these last words you said

More than i can take,
warmth is what i crave
like cookies that are baked
sometimes i need to be saved

The positivity freezes within,
negativity follows behind.
All of this a sin
yet I'm still kind.

I'm not angry or mad
nor scared nor nervous
nor depressed or sad.
I'm Happy on purpose.

All i am saying
this all makes no sense.
I'm cold, tired, and laying
on this bed 50 feet from the fence.

Lea Loveit Oct 2013

Smoke

The words slip out your mouth
Like the smoke of a cig
Warm like a house
Smoke hallow and big

All the toxins stay in you
While your lies show me
What you really do
And the monster you’ll be

Words need oxygen
Something you lack
Saying it without confidence
As you start to attack

“smoke isn't good”
They teach
“Sometimes I thought it was and that I could”
But, you should practice what you preach

Lea Loveit Oct 2013

I can’t believe im writing—again

My stage name
Are used by strangers.
It’s similar but not the same
It protects be from the dangers

When I speak
Its who I want to be
Not who I am, the real me
What I say, makes me weak

My support
Is the heart of my muscles
A place without sort
And mostly struggles

As my want waves
I see my dreams in front of me
Realizing that this saves,
Saves me from changing into someone I’m trying to be

Every time
I relapse
Paper with a pen on the side
This is true love, perhaps

Lea Loveit is my stage name. This was not by lea loveit. it was by me... Aleyah Llovet. it holds significant meaning. I say my stage name meaning lea loveit. This is the only poem by Aleyah Llovet unless noted. either lea or aleyah its still the same person--me. i thought you should all know what i actually mean. if you're confused id be happy to explain! just comment :)

Lea Loveit Oct 2013

Summer uprise

We wait all year
For a time that leaves us quick.
And what we fear
It consumes us till we’re sick

We meet
We talk
Before we make the big leap
We must slow down and walk

Caring for one another
Forgetting about “never again”
All the good feeling we rather
Than just a heart to lend

Up all night just to talk to someone
Hours a day
And we’re never done
We connect, so there's so much to say

Secrets now told
For so many reasons
Although you love the cold
I love and miss the summer breathing.
Words so real
In this moment in time, ill find the words to say
The words that I feel
Before you leave me today.

I swore i'd never write again. it's what happens when you have feelings you don't want to share. i swore..... i'd never pick up the pen. its happening again.

Lea Loveit Feb 2013

Inspiration Not Desperation

To be inspired
Is one’s desire
To be desperate
Is basically separate
From something you don’t need
Craving but no feed
Someone is calling but you leave
Making it harder for me to breathe
Taking my breath away
Like a stormy day
With nothing left to say is mine
Not even my nonexistent heart line
Its hard to say
But next to you I want to lay
To be encouraged to love
And to be appreciated of
Everything I do
Because it’s from my heart and true
The key to love is inspiration
Not Desperation

Lea Loveit Feb 2013

A Balled by Aleyah and Danny

Laying on the springs of the soft new bed
Thinking about the future, what lies ahead?
Will it be perfect or the fairy tale ending?
But for now life is pending
Who’s to tell how it comes out to be?
Was I blind by what’s In front of me?
Was it lies you told me
Is it gonna be me through all this grief?
Or was it the truth?
I’d give anything for you to hold me and tell me I love you
Your lips against my cheeks
To feel you constantly
And your chest against my heart
With Our skins touching, let us make some art
Cause lately I’ve been so alone
And without you, it doesn’t feel like home
You’re my longing desire
I’m the sun you’re its fire
But why aren't you here with me now? Your Love is what a require
Just a little bit to inspire
So I can move on in life
Not stop it with a knife
Not wanting to die
But to be with you and together we can lie
Cuddled up together as time flies by
It’s already tomorrow and we’re still on today
There’s no time for sorrow there’s only time for me to stay
Let’s enjoy the time together, no other on our mind
Let’s walk away and hold hands and leave the others behind
In a big house made for us two
Where we can stay for the night and I can show my love for you
There may be other people like us
But were so different from the rest
These strong feelings so hard to express
That’s how you know I love you and you’re the best
Nothing less
It’s not a test
So lets forget the mess we made
And hold each other instead
And kiss until my heart fills with red
I can’t get you out of my head
Not a second goes by with out you in my thoughts
Without your love id be lost
Loving you is what I do evening morning and noon
Don’t leave me now it’s too soon

Me and my Best friend made this poem from our hearts. Although it was hard to make it was easy in our hearts <3