you never get tired, don't you?
never losing patience when we are being immature
never yelling when we become unreasonable
never getting tired of being the light of our home
you never get tired.
and i can never thank you enough
for not giving up
for not getting tired.

i love you, mom.

i have been figuring life
for 19 years
and still i ain't got no clue
how to live with the *******
how to survive the **** ups
how to deal with life's crap

why am i
being blamed for something
i didn't do?

when is it going to stop
being my fault?

why is it
always me
who takes the fall?

when will i
put myself
back together?

will i still
be able to?

Love came to conquer;
Love came to win.
Death came to take
What love had built.

i seem to have forgotten
how you make me feel
with just one text
my lips form a smile
my heart skips a beat

this is the feeling
i never want to forget
ever again.

There are moments in life when I don't have any idea what I am doing anymore.
It's like my all of my days are bound to start and end the same way.
And I keep asking myself,
When will my world start spinning the other way around?
When will the changes begin?
I'm sick of having to do my daily routines.
I'm sick of everything that makes my life ordinary.
I'm tired and I just want to feel something new.