I'm drowning again
With some thoughts I'm not sure of
Someone please save me

Heart got too heavy
Feels like everything is wrong
Tell me what to do

It's has been a hell of a ride
Goes a lot of downshift
Love ones bid forever goodbyes
Had to let go of things I wanna stay
Accident that almost took my life
Never ending stress and anxieties
Nightmare after nightmares
Hell no you can't make it they said
But here I am...
Hell yeah still fighting

I lost you for my selfishness
I did my best is what's on my mind
But I guess it's never enough
I should've been more patient

Now I'm trying to win you back
But I think it's already too late
Coz I hurt you already a lot
And you didn't reply back

You were there when I need you
I gave up when you need me