12/16/11

One of these days,
I'll feel worthy.
One day soon,
I'll know surely.
Why do you,
Put me above?
How are you so,
Like a dove?
How could anyone,
Love a thing like me?
Who would deem me,
Worthy?

11/3/11

I knew what I thought of you
It was too good to be true.
Happy moments were only few.
Our split was long overdue.

Now I look back and I see nothing.
How could we have ever been something?
Why didn't I see you were wrong?
My high expectations, short you'd fall.

-Chorus-
You were the one that I released.
The thing we had was swiftly ceased.
You were not the one that got away.
You were that left screaming.
You were the one that stole my heart.
You were a heartbreak right from the start.

In Three days our WE was formed;
In Two days we were no more.
Fast paced and short lived.
You and I, never again.
My heart, again, I'd never give.
For weeks I walked on edge,
I peaked but shortly fell,
You made my life a living hell.

Now I sit here thinking of what was,
And I sit here all because
I met the boy of dreams but not really.
My mood would never again by cheery.
Brooklyn was far away but yet so near.
I never let him shed my years.
I've moved on thanks to friends.
I'll be loved to the end.

I have found a away to fix the crack,
The one in my heart, that you did hack.
His name is new and he loves blue;
I met him during the time of boo.

8/9/2011

Just one quiet ride...
Neither knew we'd collide.
There I already sat,
Longing with, you to chat.

I guess it wasn't meant to be.
From where I sat I'd only see.
Your eyes and their sparkle,
Big and dark like charcoal.
We shared glances and eyes met,
I made you smile I bet.
I looked away fast,
Smiling away the past.
If only we had talked,
But opposite directions we walked.

One day I'll meet another.
But for now...
my heart had no druthers.
My eyes say hello
And yours say hi.
Quite a cute find
For such a short ride.

Just one quiet ride...
Neither knew we'd collide.
There I already sat,
Longing with, you to chat.

Fate didn't have us planned
I guess your in it's hands.
Au revoir pretty thing.
Here I sit, remembering.

I'd Like To Fall In Love With You
By icha-ichaparadise (now: shizuos.tumblr.com)

i’d like to fall in love with you

(if that’s all right?)

kiss you until you fall asleep,

use my mouth to memorize

the dips and curves of the

contours of your body,

(read them like a book)

and let the syllables of my

whispers coat your frame

in a thin veil, ghosts of me

haunting you all the time

(whispering ‘i love you’)

i think i’ll fall in love with you,

(and it would be wonderful,

if you would too.)

We'll be together, in my head.
Just tonight in separate beds.
Down the hall, I would lead,
To the place where we'd sleep.
Things would heat.
Lips would meet.
Clothes we'd shed.
This our bed.
Away.