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 Sep 2014 Kelsey
Teenage Mess
You're the reason looking in the mirror is so painful.
I can't even glance at my reflection in fear that you'll be there.
You're the reason i don't let guys touch me.
The thought of feeling the way you made me feel is sickening.
You're the reason dragging the blade across my skin feels so **** good.
Honestly it feels better than remembering what you did to me.
You're the reason suicidal thoughts come so easily.
So please just leave me be.
So this is about my former step dad. um so yeah.
 Sep 2014 Kelsey
Riya
Berserker
 Sep 2014 Kelsey
Riya
I'm drowning in a sea,
A sea of my own Thoughts.
The dark slowly engulfing the light,
Savouring the taste as it crushes the good
in between its sharp fangs as the blood seeps out...
the deep red staining the sides of its mouth.

My breath hitching as I am forced to revel
In the dark
Being forced to watch myself
Self Destructing.

tears pooling in my eyes
But never escaping
As I am compelled to
By the demon involuntarily making me hold a gun to my head.

The demons laughing at my pleas,
Pointing at the disappointment that I have become.

The grin never leaving their face
As they watch their success story finish the job that they have started.
As the gun drops from my hand,
Into their next victims hand.

The red not only in my mind now,
But also on the white carpet...
The stains splattered all over
Never coming off.
 Aug 2014 Kelsey
Alyanne Cooper
Lost to me.

Did you know the skin
On your lips are the most sensitive
On your entire body?
The softest, most tender touch
Of your finger run excruciatingly slowly
Across them feels...

Lost to me.

Did you know our eyes
Can spot a candle's flicker
Over fourteen miles away?
The softest, most comforting glint
Shining from your eyes looks...

Lost to me.

Did you know our pristine ears
Can hear the music and ruckus
Of almost three hundred thousand sounds?
The breathy, raspy whisper
From your lips sounds...

Lost to me.

Did you know our taste
Is the fastest response in our bodies,
Determining sweet versus savory
In less than a millisecond?
The savoriness of you
Is...

Lost to me.

Did you know that most of our memories
Are locked away in box whose key
Is our ability to smell?
The scent of home, of hot cocoa and lavender,
Of old spices, and old pipe smoke
Float on a breeze...

Lost to me.*

What I have now is but the memory,
For with this descent, all my being numbs,
And each of my senses are

Lost to me.

— The End —