kailee

kailee Nov 2018

tired

im so tired
of being everyone elses image
i want to be me
but who can accept that
even i cant

#zzz #depressed

kailee Nov 2018

music

its so effortless
the way its played
the way its created well
thats complicated
all i can hear is a symphony

#him #love #music #hear

Nov 2018

Cassie

Bathtub

Turn on the faucet
Plug the drain.
Thus allows the thinking again.

I write and write
Until I can no more.
Always checking the locked door.

All by myself
In the communal room.
Where my imagination can bloom.

kailee Nov 2018

B

he called me all these names
but i think i love him
hes my one ideal
he may have cheated me over
but i love him
hes my one ideal
i want one more day to cuddle
cause i love him
he is my only ideal

#broken #miss #him #us #all #of #it #b #love

kailee Nov 2018

me

is it weird that i'm most comfortable
when there is grief next to me?
maybe because that what i feel most of the time...

#grief

kailee Nov 2018

us

love is still love
even with the bruises
the blood and bare knuckles

death is still death
even with the sorrow
the grief,hate, and tragedy

i am still me
even with the scars
the mental illness' and the past

why cant i be me around you?
is it because of the way we love?
or is it because of how he died?

#death #love #hate #me #you #tears