My mind wanders blindly,
Deep thoughts spin.
Cascading me down into oblivion.

My heart aches,
From the past asunder...
These thoughts leave me defenseless.

What do I do now?

They cut me like a dagger,
That bare bodkin of despair.
My love is forbidden,
To break the surface.

The wings are entwined together,
Unable to beat..

Deep wounds,
Many lessons....
A Dark angel,
Scarred by her own weapon.

A new dawn begins,
When a knife slits you're throat.
Or an arrow pierces your back.

As Lycan,
You survive.
Healing in short bursts.

To take it out on the enemy,
The traitor tonight.

A new age begins,
The journey sevenfold.
When the pack unites.
Under the White Moon.

As Lycan,
Or Vampirith.
You will live.

In the shadows of man,
Who forever hunts.
You're dying kin.

Everyday I walk.
Past the house of tarn,
Past the wild pastures.

Hooves of dignified beats trample,
Past me.
They snort, kick and rear.
Free from mans grip this year.

Their masters leave them to their beauty,
Their grazing.

I always say to myself.
"One day, I will ride again."

One day I will ride again.
To be or not to be free.
From the world of agony.

The horses are in my heart forever.
May the cowpoke live on in me.
Thy precious rider.
Will find her beast.

I gaze at the sun that lays upon the sapphire sky,
Watching.. Its orange hue brightly shine.
It knoweth no soul and mind,
Just to keep the Earth warm in time.

The sun becomes apart of the earth,
but caresses no soul that accept,
Its wide, unreasonable girth.

As the sun hits me in denial,
It creates a solid burn,
that was a tempest so vile.

It rejects me behind the mask,
The sun and I,
Have a war against one another.

The sun does not caress Ice warmly,
It rejects it and pushes it away brutally.
It know not what my heart hath Hold.
It only knows the soul.

Fire and Ice fight constantly,
To rule the world within thee.
Will Thou knoweth the end?
Will Fire and Ice,
become friends?

I see the sun against a ashure sky,
It rejects me, the Icy soul who denies.
my heart is dark and cold within,
Only burning, searing,
Within the Tempest and His kin.

A life of darkness,
Consumes every ounce of light.
I live in secrecy,
Behind the gates.

My ways are different,
More Tradition than class.
Careful,
I might end your life fast.

I care not for what people say,
They are entitled.
To their antagonizing opinions,
Both inside and out.

A life of secrecy,
Living amongst the crowd.
All you see.
Is a person all alone.

Thou hath no sympathy?
For the man whose weak...
Natural selection is a cruelty indeed.

Frozen secrets,
Deprived of warm words.
Rolling off lips,
Cold as stone.

Body broken.
Hindering bones.

No way to go,
just lay there alone.

Safety first they always say....
Why not adventure?
Become..
The prey.

Forgive.
Forget.
It's all the same.

None can forget,
What has happened today!
So much blood,
A dying host..

All just stood there,
Watching horror unfold.
I cannot forgive what you have done..

Now this blade will end,
All that you've done..

I will never forgive you,
AND  I will never forget.
That day I gave my soul to you.

Now mortal..
Die now in vain.
May peace guide you,
To Hell's Gates.

As I silently weave,
Through the crowd of bliss.
I can make out an eye,
Watching my every move.

I leap from stone to stone,
On the pallid roof tops under the moon.
I know he follows.
His pressure is close.

From the peripheral vision of my eyes,
I see two swords fly my way.
My scythe comes to life.
Saving my hide.

My body halts and my head turns.
Once again,
A battle must be fought.

"You never give in Dark one."
He chuckles silently.
"I always get what I want."

"Not me..."

With a roar,
We collide.
Pressure builds.

When two reapers fight.
Only one can win.

This world is not kind,
Not in these times..
No one understands the difference.

To all,
You leave a mark.
In history's scrolls.
It records your very life that's untold.

Your mark depends on who you are,
As a individual.

The Marks together form a symbol,
that defines your world in detail,
Allowing you to come upon the veil.

On the ending day of your life,
Those who meet a great destiny,
Shall become great.
In the context of history...

So pray, grow and emote.
For the ending day is just one breath away,
and there will be no escape.

Your mark,
The symbols.
It's all your own story,
For only you....
Are the one to tell it.

The longing to love,
Can be a severe sting.

When trying,
To love you.

Blood will spill the ground,
When you try to pin me down.

You're lucky I could control it,
I don't let that anger spit flames and burn those,
I love.

This all happened,
Because you overreacted.
And made me fear for my safety.
I was never safe there.

The chains are gone,
Time for me to grow up.
*Finally....

Why must you fight,
To justify you're right?
When it comes to you,
Being mad at mom?

You she doesn't deserve me,
She doesnt care about me.
Well your dead wrong.

She has been there,
When you have not.
She knows I care,
About her a lot.

An abundance of love,
Goes out to the mother who fights.
She will never give in,
Your divorced.

I will not leave here,
And go to that state.
I will stay with her.

Mom loves me very much,
It's who she is.
Ive known here more than you,
In the past eight years.

Don't fight her,
You will lose.
I will return home to her.

She's family.
She's my mother.
Drop the act.

I will go home.
Sooner than I thought.

Looking into the mirror,
I see ashure eyes staring back at me.
They define the soul I do not see.

The world hath no hope for humanity,
It only shoves us aside.
Knowing lies behind closed eyes.

The woman I seek in me,
Is far below the surface.
Within the black crevice.

She is more mature than I,
She knows her path that she seeks,
She waits, observes, and treads lightly.

Today is the day everybody see's.
When their birthday comes,
and no birth of happiness is shown.

Looking into the mirror,
another year has come and gone.
Seventeen years now.

Today is another step closer to the adult,
who hides behind the archaic eyes,
of the wolf.
Behind the blue skies.

Sparkling Angels.
I believed,
You were my savior.
In my time of need.

Blinded by faith
I couldn't hear
All the whispers
The warning's so clear

I see the angels
I'll lead them to your door
There is no escape now
Now mercy no more

No remorse 'cause I still remember
The smile when you tore me apart.

You took my heart
Deceived me right from the start
You showed me dreams
I wished they'd turn to real
You broke the promise
And made me realize
It was all just a lie

The world is not as chained as it seems.
Feral beasts roam this earth,
Content to **** and breed.

We know not their souls very worth,
but they know the fear that you smell of.

The wild isn't kind to a human like you and me.
It shall hunt you down,
and eat you whole,
as you bleed out,
Gazing at the animals soul.

The blood of a beast can run within a soul,
But can you tame your beast,
in this wild world?

As my body fades into sleep,
I enter the realm I seek.

Where you go to be free,
Where you run with the pack.
You are wild, a wolf at last.

This is the realm of happiness,
It does last.
Forever in your heart,
Awaken to reality's death do thee part.

Thy pack is joyous,
bounding with glee.
To see you stand there,
Transcending.

My eyes are grey,
As the wolves take.
Whatever they can,
In this valley of the wake.

Thy dreams are precious,
To one and all.
They will silence you,
As you fall.

Silence, My brother.
Innocent sister.
This time has come to pass.
When you run with the pack once more,
Look for your soul's fast.

Awaken into reality,
Your mind returns.
Another day dawns,
To gain is to earn.

Good morning my friend,
Hath dreams kept thee well?

In the deep, dark forest...
I stand alone.
Watching the tails of tree's dance.

Bellowing roars erupt in my soul.
As the Lion takes hold...

The beast I once feared..
Has my soul.

We travel far and wide,
To seek the ones who hide.

Our wings of white,
Our horns of black.
We dance above.

War is like a tinderbox,
Only takes one scratch,
Of the match..

As Guardians,
We will protect our people..
Expanding our wings to the steeple.

Roar my siblings,
Calm this everlasting storm.

Bring forth the golden one.
The beast of fury,
He will not fall.

He is a Dragon Slayer,
The Lord of Skies.
He stands beside his mate,
The Girl of the night.

With our wings of White,
And our horns of black.
We will pursue,
We will. Attack.

Beauty of the day..
Goddess of the night..
She  *know's...
The Moons flight..

Beautiful tis thee,
Your heart..
Your soul
Is Free.

The Nightingale's sing,
Sprouting about the scene,
They have a meaning..
It's known as..
Believe.

Remember who you are,
What you will become,
You are destined for fate,
To take it's fatal turn.

Believe in life,
After your death.
Beautiful is I,
Alongside you as well.

Believe,
You are beautiful.

As the Sun
As the moon.
Course through time,
Become..You,

Dark lies pour into your words,
Death will follow your steps.

I fear not your terror,
I feel nothing.
And will mercilessly destroy you..

When one cages her,
From her loving mate.

Only her rage and despair,
Can be heard behind the locked door.

Curse parental abilities.

You see the world as a joke,
You're perfect by nature,
not a science project.

Difference becomes one with defiance,
you are the fool they know.
Take kind to who you are,
for the jokes are the show.

The fool see's events before they happen,
their brazen and are called on by many.
They take on all contracts to ****,
to ****** or to die,
they will be fulfilled.

Their lives are within us,
they are our mask.
Be wise to choose your fool,
for it will guide you through the task.

The silent moon rises on the falls of light,
For we will rise,
within this darkest night.
We are,
The fools.

I push through,
I kick the walls down.
I scream at the top of my lungs.

I am in the center,
A room of four walls.
Agony, Dear Agony!!

Kick, Scream, Defeat.
I am in the Center,
Of Survival.

The rose, The rose.
Is a violent thorn.
she knows, she knows her soul.

Among the world,
She is torn.
Beyond repair,
Is thy rose.

Beautiful scarlet,
You knoweth the way.
My love, my lady.
Please be delayed.

Despite the world,
In this dark time.
The rose lives,
In the light.

The Rose, The rose,
Is a distant thorn.
She stares off into the distance,
Forever alone.

The mind,
The body.
Phase everyday.

They work simultaneuously,
To keep you alive.

To react,
Your reflexes heighten.
Within the heat of battle.
Presenting a renewal.

Heighten your self.
The War is in pursuit.
May life guide you,
To a golden suite.

Thy hearts grace may dance,
Lenient is your trance.

You've come far from the dark,
Now waking in heavens light.
Religion has saved you tonight.

You love your children as always,
Guiding us in this world today.
Trust is one sacred thing.

When your heart sinks,
We know it.

When your angry,
We see it.

Let go of the past.
Your mom,
Forever and always!

My mom is there for me,
Even when the "Dark" Tries to attack.
Leaving me defenseless.
So is thy wrath,

Mom,
Save me from this place.
I fear the end draws near.
To stay in one place.

I love as always,
May the light guide your way.
Even in the stormy array.

Mom,
Will you be there?
Will you save me?

We all shall see.

Mom,
One more thing.

I love you more than anything,
Please don't lose trust in me..

My heart descends,
Into the realm of pain.
Clenching at the sound,
Of the everlasting screams.

I hug my knee's close,
Tears escape my eyes.
This severe pain never ends.
When I think of You and I.

Forbidden it has become,
Forever dead of love.
I fight still.

My soul wishes to surrender,
To stop its course.

I cannot take much more,
Of this dark world...

The ebony wings,
Flutter against the breeze.
Screeching a warning.

The razor feathers,
Black as the night.
^No moon to glow,
^No sun to warm,
The raven.

The Raven only says,
"Nevermore she comes..."
"Nevermore she lives.."

Nevermore my dear,
Now suffer..
Behind the black door.
With Lady Nocturnal.