josh wilbanks

josh wilbanks Apr 2015

Repremands for experiencing out weigh living in fear of punishment.

Sorry it's been so long. Lost my fuel.

#words #10 #10w #ten

josh wilbanks Mar 2015

Bottles

The bottom of a bottle doesn't seem so scary when your thoughts are full of fright.
Take my too my special tree and tie the knott up tight.
Sober i can feel the pain so sober i take flight.
Dangling for infinity makes the bottle quite alright.

#suicide #drunk #choices

josh wilbanks Jan 2015

Tonight

A single slip,
ever so slight.
Another cut,
not quite so light.
Tally your **** ups,
let's set them right.
Draw your blade,
it ends tonight.

Every **** up by day will be dealt with by night.

#suicide #cutting #depression

josh wilbanks Jan 2015

Cassie

On the brink of lies holds a whipped hearts confession -
Here in my arms is the girl of obsession

Yet pain is void from her beautiful lips possesion -
Love has returned to beat my depression

Last week i beat my depression for the first time in 6 years. Today, the love of my life returned.

#love #passion #happy #perfection #return

josh wilbanks Dec 2014

******

Have you ever wondered what it would feel like to ****?
To take the life out of someone?

"I'm leaving you"

Those three words struck deeper then any bullet,
any sword,
any ******* missile
Throw a ******* train at me and ill take the blow,
for you

You are the straw that broke the camels back
The one drop too many
The end

How does it feel to ****?

She is back. It still hurts. So i guess by default, i am back.

#pain

Dec 2014

Natasha Lea

Maybe

Maybe I'm not meant for serious.
Maybe I'm just here for fun,
Being used while using,
People think I'm dumb.
Because I fall so easily and never get caught,
I give it up so easily because they want nothing more.
Maybe I'm not relationship material,
Maybe I'm just the milk without cereal.

josh wilbanks Nov 2014

The return

And as clouds formed, all I wanted was you.
And as rain poured, you walked away.
Down my cheeks, clouds where emptied.
Down my chest, a heart was broken.

The sky has never been so blue.

If only sky's would stay.

#love #depression #pain #memories #heartbroke