don't you ever take
someone's sadness as a joke.

don't you ever dare
to play innocent when you're not.

don't you ever try
to call yourself a friend without acting like one.

embrace my fear
caress my soul
say everything's okay
lie to me in a whisper
God won't hear

do you mind to come?
i felt empty for so long
i miss you.

hand's shaking
have you once realized?
eyes were blurring
have you ever cared?

i spent nights thinking of us
screaming my thoughts loud
burning my heart up
losing my soul in a deep broke

but still,
i hope you'd sleep well
not dreaming a thing
let the thoughts fly away
and have yourself a peaceful night

How to stand looking at the eyes
The eyes of yours which shine along the stars
Creating their own galaxy
And gulping me into the blinks

How to stand those redden lips
With a little sweet cherry taste
And a lot of loving scent
Along with the sweet melodies playing

call my name
with the deep voice of yours
shout it out under the moonlight
let me hear it again for once

i don't know when exactly
it starts hurting whenever i hear your name
delivered by the soothing breeze
giving me a long, hard, hurting phase

tell me when the time has come
for me to finally let go
letting your fingers slip away
instead of holding them tight

lately i think a lot
picturing us together
simply say, in love

but it doesn't help in reality
i still walk on my own
you still walk in a group

staring at you is a no no
or else this secret will never stay as it
but you knew everything
and never make a move

After a tornado night I made up my mind.
If you never offer me a hand to dance,
I'll be the first walking to you,
Both hands empty and ready.

After a roller-coaster day I made up my mind.
If you never look at me the way I do at you,
I'll stop looking at you,
So I won't be the one.

they always say
the pain is what you called
ephemeral,
transitory,
and else

but mom,
this pain
even medicine can't heal

And there is this lonely child
Wondering around where she wanna be, what she wanna do
Still haven't got a hint about things
With a messed up mind, like always

Still having the same fear as yesterday
Nothing to recover the fear
Nothing seems to be good enough

And there I am as the lonely child
With the exhausted mind of mine
Sitting all alone on the old wood
Wondering around why the trees are green

What a ******* created by life
Given to the innocents that crave for true
Trapping those into the deep black hole
Called falsities and lies

I question over and over
If God really did create true friends
Or did He forget to do so

have you ever fallen in love?
not an ordinary one
when it feels just right
the moment he stares to the eye

have you ever felt so in love?
when even his arms feel like home
the home you wish you'd never leave