don't you ever take
someone's sadness as a joke.

don't you ever dare
to play innocent when you're not.

don't you ever try
to call yourself a friend without acting like one.

What a ******* created by life
Given to the innocents that crave for true
Trapping those into the deep black hole
Called falsities and lies

I question over and over
If God really did create true friends
Or did He forget to do so

After a tornado night I made up my mind.
If you never offer me a hand to dance,
I'll be the first walking to you,
Both hands empty and ready.

After a roller-coaster day I made up my mind.
If you never look at me the way I do at you,
I'll stop looking at you,
So I won't be the one.

they always say
the pain is what you called
ephemeral,
transitory,
and else

but mom,
this pain
even medicine can't heal

lately i think a lot
picturing us together
simply say, in love

but it doesn't help in reality
i still walk on my own
you still walk in a group

staring at you is a no no
or else this secret will never stay as it
but you knew everything
and never make a move

let me tell you about myself;

i used to end relationship quick with people;
i told them that i can't have relationship with them, i told them things that made them give up on me, i told them that i can't.

i used to throw away all the feelings i have;
everytime my feelings grow, i always cut the roots and let it die.

i  used  to  treat  people  who  loves  me  so  badly.

i used to ignore them,
i used to hold myself for love,
i used to be so cruel about people's feelings.
i used to do bad things to people around me and myself.

now you know that,
will your feelings still grow on me?