You got to use it all, all of it, your whole lousy stinking life. Put it down on paper, scribble it with your pens, hit your typewriter hard and fast, pound it all down until your knuckles bleed white hot blood and scrawl it out with your last breath. Give it your all until everything aches and drive it through the cold lonely nights down roads going to nowhere but heartbreak and faluire and pain. And when the weight and depression kick in and get too heavy push down on the gas even harder and drive straight towards the edge laughing. Let it punch you in the face until your eyes are swollen and you can't see anything but the darkness and despair and dance there with your guts spilling everywhere and your mad heart spewing out its broken teeth and black blood. Don't forget to laugh, a howling and insane laugh! Don't just be the bad punch line, be the whole god ****** ******* joke. Use it all, all the misery and horror and loathing and pity and let your **** get hard and your ******* wet and just enjoy the ******* pain of it all. Get drunk off it, get high off it, get off off it and spit your life back in its own face. Just ******* be yourself for all it's worth. Live painfully so you may die beautiful. And for **** sake, love madly or not at all. Don't buy that fake *** hallmark puke, it isn't worthy of the stink of ink its printed with. True love is only found in the beating hearts of lunatics down on the dance floor in hell. They may not always dance that great, but man, they are ******* beautiful.