If there's no mystery
then there's no need for God.
But there are certain things I know-
and other things I know not.

I used to think I knew everything,
now I know just how wrong
I was in everything
I thought was not wrong.

But I knew I would lose you
by the grace of God-
I got used to the abuse of you
And my heart started to rot.

Now I'm used to not having you
and only having God.
And that's two times you gave me the gift of love.
Blessings I'm thankful I have got.

You wiped every tear that fell
No, I don't deserve you at all.
I am so broken about the whole thing
I wonder how you loved me ever...at all.

Victories are had to take for me,
I don't deserve what they call
Success and it seems to me
I'll always be chasing God

Everytime my attention drifts
from Him to you...
I try to take control of the wheel,
and steer that ship back to what is true.

Because He will never forsake me,
and His waters are warm and blue.
And I can't forget your crying face
And every time I caused it, too.

I know I made messes of a lot of things.
But I know He sees through!
Mistakes,
heartbreaks,
and wrong doings.
My God, what can You not do?

Heaven is what I try to remind myself
I am pursuing.
And I will never be through.
I guess it is a good thing I think about you
every hour of every day.
Because if I think about God instead
I will be consumed!